Are We Friends Or Are We More?

Dalis Monroe was born in New York City, but moved to Manchester with her mother when she was 14 years old. Dalis is a singer and was discoverd by Simon Cowell when she was 16 years old. Dalis is now 18 years old and has an amazing career and Dalis is best friends with the amazing boyband One Direction! She has been best friends with the boys for 2 years and is super close with them. Dalis and Zayn did date for awhile, now they are just friends. But Dalis finds herself falling for another one of the boys..but will he feel the same?

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34. The Prayer

 Dalis P.O.V

  It's my 19th day here in rehab. I get out of here in 2 more days and I can't wait. Yesterday I woke up to Nicole's dead body being taken away. She hung herself, she committed suicide.   

I haven't even left my room since yesterday. Rehab was supposed to help me out with my depression but actually it's gotten worse. Rehab was supposed to help me not want to get high, but I have been wanting to get high even more since i've been here.

It was raining pretty hard outside, my favorite kind of weather. I sat at the window seal playing my guitar.

"Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah.... 

Baby i've been here before 

I've seen this room and I walked this floor I used to live alone before I knew you 

And I've seen your flag on the marble arch 

And love is not a victory march 

It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah "

I looked out the wet window as I sang, watching the harsh winds blowing through the trees. 

"Hallelujah ,hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah...

There was a time when you let me know 

What's really going on below 

But now you never show that to me, do you?

But remember when I moved in you

And the holy dove was moving too 

And every breath  we drew was hallelujah" 

All I could think about was the people that I have lost in my life as I sang. My grandfather, My Mother, Ricky, My father, and now Nicole.  

"Maybe there's a god above 

But all I ever learned from love 

Was how to shoot somebody who outdrew you

And it's not a cry that you hear at night 

It's not somebody who's seen the light 

It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah 

Hallelujah"

I stopped playing the guitar and closed my eyes, listening to the rain hitting the window. 

I finally opened my eyes and put my guitar down and went to take a shower. When I got out of the shower I changed into some clothes 

*Dalis Outfit 

I looked around the room for my lyric journal and I couldn't find it. I looked under my bed and through all my bags and didn't see it. I walked over to the little nightstand next to my bed and opened the little drawer and there it was. 

"How'd it get in there?" I mumbled to myself 

I grabbed my journal and a pen and walked to the library. 

I walked over to the big white piano and sat down. I looked around the library and thought about what happened the last time I was in this room  two days ago. 

I opened my journal and took a deep breath and started playing. 

Not really sure how to feel about it

Something in the way you move 

Makes me feel like I can't live without 

It takes me all the way

I want you to stay. 

It's not much of a life you're living 

It's not  just something you take, its given

Round and around and around and around we go 

Oh, now tell me now tell me now tell me know you know 

As I closed my eyes, I saw Zayn and my heart broke. 

Oh, the reason I hold on 

'Cause I need this hole gone. 

Funny you're the broken one but i'm the only one

Who needed saving 

'Cause when you never see the light it's hard to know

Which one of us is caving 

I want you to stay.

I stopped playing and sat there, Just watching Zayn walking away from me as I told him I loved him over and over again in my head. 

 

I wrote down the lyrics in my journal and decided to go back to my room.  As I stood up a piece of paper fell out of my lyric journal. I picked it up and walked to my room. 

When I got to my room I sat down and opened the paper to see that it was a letter from Nicole.

Dear, Dalis

I don't really know what to say so, i'm just gonna write down whatever comes into my head. 

First off, I want to thank-you for everything you have done for me. 

Teaching me how to play the guitar. For being my friend when I had nobody. 

You have know idea how much all that meant to me. 

Now, I want to apologize for what I'm about to do. 

I just can't live like this anymore. It's my 3rd time in rehab.

I was only out for three days and I screwed up and ended up back in here. 

I don't think I'll ever be able to leave this place without going back to the drugs. 

I need to do this so i'm free from everything.

I'm really sorry, and hopefully you aren't too disappointed in me. 

Never forget me Dalis.

Forever

Nicole. 

I wiped away my tears as I finished the letter. I layed down on my bed and looked at the bracelet that was on my wrist

The friendship bracelet Nicole made me. 

Why did she have to kill herself?

I feel so alone without her here. 

Just two more days till i'm out of here. 

Hopefully I don't go back to drugs like she did. 

God Please Help Me

I Am Feeling So Alone

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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