My Love Louis (Third Story to Bullies That Belong to Me)

It has been about a year since Ale lost Louis. She never speaks to anyone, she never does anything with Holly, Meghan or the boys. The only time she is seen, is when she eats. Let's just say her life is miserable, and she can't stand life without her love Louis Tomlinson. The boys have changed. Harry has gone solo, Zayn commit suicide, Liam is a school teacher, and Niall doesn't have a job or career. But what happens when they get a special surprise?


1. Chapter 1

Ale's P.O.V.          

I lost Louis a year ago. I sit in my room, with no one. I miss him so much. I become so much worse everyday. I have cut my arms more, I have even almost commit suicide. My life is nothing. I occasionally go to Louis's room, but that just brings memories and tears. I remember every part of the funeral. How pale he looked. The guy who owned the cemetery, quit the job. No one has buried Louis's casket yet. It is still sitting in the back of the graveyard. The gates are locked up so no one can go back there. Everyday, I go to the cemetery and look. I can see his casket from the gate. I stopped thinking and got up. I walked to Louis's room. Instead of standing here, I'm going to actually look around. His closet. I looked through his clothes, finding the tux he wore on our first date. I found his favorite jacket. I took it off the jacket and put it on. It smelled like him. I started to cry thinking about him. I sat on his bed. My hand ran over the soft blanket. I smiled and looked up.

"I love you Louis. I don't know if you can hear me, but I miss you. I would do anything to have you again. Also, tomorrow is December 24th. Your birthday. I'm going to find a way to get to the cemetery, and see you there. Hopefully your body isn't decayed, but it probably is," i laughed a little. I ran downstairs and saw Harry in the kitchen. I hugged him.

"Hey Ale,"

"Hey. I was just in Louis's room,"

"I can tell. You're  wearing his favorite jacket,"

"Life isn't the same without him,"

"No it isn't,"

"Listen, tomorrow is Louis's birthday. I want to find a way into that cemetery and see his casket,"

"I'm going with you," i nodded and smiled. Tears forming in my eyes.

"He will be 22 tomorrow,"

"Hey everything will be okay,"

"I will never find another to love. I'm going to die alone,"

"No. You will find someone,"

"I dont want anyone but Louis,"

"I understand how you feel,"

"I need him. He keeps me strong and safe. I feel like it's my fault he's dead,"

"It isn't your fault,"

"i feel like it is. Louis told me not to go downstairs, but i did anyway. Zayn came up from behind me and took me. Why didn't you just tell him to forget about me?"

"Because you needed saved,"

"I should be the one dead! It is all my fault! Louis is dead because of me! Me! Inside of me, it feels like I'm the one who killed him! I can't stand life!" i ran upstairs. I heard Harry chasing after me. I made it tomy room and Harry sat next to me on my bed.

"Nothing is your fault," he whispered to me.

"Harry just leave me alone," i said getting up. He grabbed my arm and pulled me close to him and kissed me. He released me. He just smirked.

"You know how long I wanted to do that?" i shook my head.

"Harry I can't," i walked away from him but he grabbed my arm again.

"Tomorrow when you want to go, tell me," i nodded. I want it to be tomorrow.   

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