I woke to the sound of my alarm buzzing in my ear. I so don't want to go to school today. It was the first day of my senior year. I finally pulled my self out of the bed, walked over to my closet. I stood there for a few seconds thinking about what i should wear. I finally decided on a pair of jean shorts and a one direction T-shirt. This summer me and my best friend Jess, or jessie, did as much as we could over the summer to raise money to go see them in concert. We got a lot of money but we did not get enough to go to a concert. I walked into my bathroom and got dressed. I stood there and looked at myself, every scar, scrape and curve on my body meant nothing to me. The huge scar on my head that crossed across my cheek and down to my chin. No matter how hard i tried i could not remember the day it happened. The burn mark on my back that goes all the way around to my stomach. You can barley see the burn, but if you try hard enough to see it, it never goes away. The fact that i cant bend my first three fingers on my left hand will always be there, but to me they have no meaning because i have no memory of how it got there, no memory of the first 14 years of my life, but for some reason these little things haunt me every day.
"Sky, you need to go or your going to be late on your first day of school"
"I know mom I was just about to leave"
I walked back into my room and looked at the blank walls, no pictures, none at all. Mom said that the pictures will just remind me of having a completely black 14 years of memory. I am reminded every day though, every time i look in the mirror, every time i try to type on a keyboard. Everything other people can do without being reminded that 14 years of their life is just gone are the things that I struggle to do every day.
I got out of my car at school and walked over to where Jess was being swarmed with people. Jess and I were very popular last year and hope to continue that this year.
I walked over to Jess and linked my arm with hers "Hey Jess" I said and smiled as we walked off.
"Oh thank gosh you showed up, all of those people are just getting stupid"
I just laughed "Well Jess thats what you get when your parents have all the freaking money in the world" I said
"Yea, well your not exactly poor either, I mean come on Sky your parents have more money than mine."
"Haha very funny, but really, theres no running away from it, i mean the popularity Jess, it is stuck with you"
She just laughed and said "Go to class stupid"
I rolled my eyes and said "Bye Jess see you at my house after school"
