Haters Gonna Hate

Everyone talks about the girlfriends breaking up over the hate but what if you were the person sending the hate. Millie Cathy is sick and tired of One Direction and all their fame. She thinks that they are just big-headed and that their girlfriends are gold-diggers.
Louis Tomlinson has been noticing her tweets but it's hard not to. They are always bold and strong, either directed to them or Eleanor, Danielle or Perrie. When Eleanor breaks up with him, Louis starts targeting her, thinking that she was the reason and over twitter, things can get pretty heated.
What happens when pure and utter hate turns to something unexpected. And maybe there is a reason behind all this hate, maybe she was provoked and maybe there is an explanation.

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30. Girlfriends and Boyfriends

Dedication this week goes to: NoSuperhuman because I wrote this as soon as I saw your comment, and I hope it was good :) I can't believe this is your favourite movella, like seriously, I was so shocked but THANK YOU!

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Millie's POV

We sat there in silence, neither of us knowing what to say. To think that our other 'meet-ups' were awkward, they were nothing compared to this.

I couldn't stand this silence for much longer so breathing in, I started.

"Why did you do it?" I blurted out.

Louis seemed quite shocked about my sudden question and his eyebrows furrowed as he tried to come up with an answer.

"I don't know," he mumbled quietly.

Even though I had apologised at snapping at him, I was not in a good mood and I just wanted answers, not feeble open answers.

"Just tell me for gods sake, there has to be a reason," I stated angrily, quite shocked at the words that came out of my mouth.

Did there have to be a reason or was I just secretly hoping there was one?

"I don't know okay? My life has been so confusing lately, I'm still trying to work out things which happened a month ago!" he responded, his temper rising as did mine.

Knowing that raising our voices and creating a commotion wasn't going to help, I bit my tongue and sighed again.

"I'm not trying to create an argument, I just want things to be explained. You have no idea how bad I feel to you girlfriend," I muttered, feeling utterly ashamed.

He raised his eyebrows confused," girlfriend?"

"Yeah, Eleanor Walder or something," I muttered," I don't want to be the girl that you cheated on her with. Do you have any idea of how much guilt I feel? I feel like such a bitch, I feel so--"

"Wait Millie, I don't..."

"You don't what?" I asked thoroughly confused at his sullen expression. His eyes were now downcast and he stared at the table for a few seconds before returning to me.

"I don't have a girlfriend," he breathed.

My mouth opened to a wide 'o' and I blinked a couple of times shocked. "What?" I asked.

"I don't have a girlfriend," he said sadly.

"When did you guys, er, break up?" I asked.

"Just before I met you actually for the first time. I mean, before I even replied to you. When I saw your tweets, I had just broken up with her and I had tried to reply to you but Harry saw me. It was the next day that I replied to you," he explained.

Feeling very guilty, I muttered a "sorry" and looked down at my lap. I didn't know whether to feel sorry for him, to be happy that he didn't have a girlfriend because he supposedly didn't deserve one or to just be simply happy that he didn't have one.

"What about you?" he asked, somewhat shyly. I raised my eyebrow, motioning him to elaborate on his question.

"I mean, do you have a boyfriend or anything?" he asked.

I shook my head 'no'," I broke up with him the day you replied to me."

"And he didn't chase after you?" he asked. I looked at him as if he was crazy, why would Dan chase after me?

"Well, he must be pretty stupid. I mean, he was a lucky man to be with you," Louis smiled, his cheeks glowing red at his words. I mirrored his cheeks, my own blushing furiously.

"Same goes for Eleanor, she must be pretty stupid," I said quietly. What was I doing? Was I flirting or something?

"Oh no, she um, broke with me," he muttered, the slight twinkle in his eyes vanishing in an instance and I could tell he was looking back at that moment, whatever happened between them.

"Well, she's still an idiot," I said, trying to cheer him up. God knows why.

He chuckled and shook his head, looking out the window.

There was another silence but this wasn't awkward, more comfortable and relaxed.

"Anyway, we are going off topic," I said. Louis sighed and nodded but again, neither of us said anything.

"Do you, erm, did you feel anything?" he asked.

I opened my mouth to say 'no' but nothing came out as so many thoughts buzzed round my brain.

Did I feel anything? Well, it was a no-brainer, I did.

I shook my head," no, I didn't." As soon as I said those words, I felt like hitting me over the head.

Louis eyes flashed with hurt and he looked down at his lap. "Nothing?" he asked again. Before I could even comprehend any answer, I shook my head again.

"Um, would you excuse me a moment?" I asked him. He nodded but I hadn't waited for an answer, I was already up and shoving the chair underneath the table.

I flashed him a small smile but it was so forced, I think it came out like a weird grimace. Walking to the toilets, I passed the door and I paused.

Before I could even look back, my feet sped up to the door, snatched it open and took off running down the street.

What was I doing? Why was I always running away? All I was doing was running away from my feelings? I was scared, I was terrified but most of all, I was downright stupid.

Now the only thing in my mind was Louis hurt expression.

What was he doing to me?

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Aaaaah, I love this chapter, I have no idea why? Did you like it? God, I hope you did! I hope it was a good chappie because I tried really hard and I hope you kinda understand how Millie feels right now.

I know we still haven't found out about Millie's reason etc. but it is coming up, I promise you!

I have the rest of the book planned out, including the epilogue and I estimated about 15 more chapter left... :(

Please fave, like and comment :)

Love you all,

P & M x

P.S. And you WILL find out why Millie was crying!! Next chappie!!

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