5 Seconds Is All It Took

My name is Ally, everyone knows me as Liam Payne's girlfriend. We've been together 4 years and we were always happy. Everyone thought we were unbreakable and the it couple but after I met Luke that was a big lie. All it took was 5 seconds for everything to change.


21. Chapter 18


I sat staring out over the city, I didn't even feel cold even though the wind was blowing. "Ally? Mrs Walker?" I heard Harry's voice shout from inside the apartment. Soon he was standing beside me. "What are you doing out here?" He asked. "I needed some air." "You've had enough air, let's get you inside." He took off his blazer and put it over my shoulders. "Leave me alone Harry." "No, you're not alone in this Ally. Where's you're mum?" "I sent her home last week." "There is people that love you that are here for you." "What about Liam? I thought he loved me and where's he?" "He's upset Ally, he didn't know if you would want to see him." "He's the person I want to see the most but he doesn't care! I've seen pictures of him online, he's always happy on the tour. He didn't even want her, why should he be sad?" "He did want her Ally, he's as upset as you." "No he's not! None of you understand what it's like to have someone growing inside you one day and the next their gone! Just leave me alone!" "You need to get over it Ally, it's been a month." "Well i'm sorry if i'm not celebrating Harry but it is hard losing something you loved." "She wasn't even born yet!" "How would you feel Harry? If you thought you were going to be a dad to a little girl. If you thought about her first word, steps, first day at school, meeting her boyfriend, wanting to hurt the guy who broke her heart as much as he hurt her, her leaving home, her telling you she's pregnant. What if you had thought about all of this and were excited but then it all just disappeared in an instant. How would you feel?" "I never thought of it like that." "Of course you didn't. Please just fuck off Harry and give this to Liam," I said taking off my promise ring and putting it in his hand. "I'm not going anywhere until I know you're ok." "Then you better cancel your tour plans cause you'll be here a long time."   "The tough times with him were always the worst. Do you remember when we broke up after I lost Jessica? We didn't even talk to each other until new years when we realized we needed each other." "Of course I do, you were devastated but if you could get through that then you can get through anything." "They're both going to be back in London in 2 days. I have to choose one of them, but I don't know who." "I really can't give you advice on this but just think about how you felt with both of them. Who you enjoyed being with the most."   'Want to facetime?xx' read the text from Luke. 'Sure xx' I replied. Almost straight away Luke's face was on my screen. "Hey babe," he said blowing me a kiss. "Hey." "I miss you." "I've only been gone a day." "I know but when i'm used to you always being here it's weird." "Hows the tour going?" "Good. Hows your alone time?" "I'm not exactly alone cause i'm staying with my parents." "Oh, you'll be back in London for when we get back won't you?" "Yeah, i'm going back tomorrow." We talked for a while and when we hung up I couldn't help but feel guilty and ashamed that I was leading him on when I might not even choose to be with him.   "Dance with me," he said as he sat the laptop down and stood up. "I don't really dance." "Neither do I but come on, just a little dance." "Fine." I stood up from the bed and walked towards him. He wrapped his arms around my waist and I put mine around his neck. We swayed to the sound of Ed Sheeran singing skinny love. "I love this song," Luke whispered. "Me too." "Our song," he said kissing me sweetly.   'I know the real reason you left the tour. Don't think this is over cause I will fight for you. Li x' read the text from Liam. 'Please don't Liam. I just need some space move on with your life. A' 'What if I don't want to?x' 'It's what you have to do for both of us to think straight we need to forget about our feelings for each other' 'I don't want to forget and I know you don't either x' 'just leave me alone Liam. I've got things to do' 'ok talk soon. I love you x' I threw my phone on the bed beside me and started to cry. This makes everything change, it's different but I need to choose one of them soon.
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