5 Seconds Is All It Took

My name is Ally, everyone knows me as Liam Payne's girlfriend. We've been together 4 years and we were always happy. Everyone thought we were unbreakable and the it couple but after I met Luke that was a big lie. All it took was 5 seconds for everything to change.


14. Chapter 12


I stared at the stick in my hands. How could this have happened again? We used protection like we always do but I know from experience that it doesn't always work. I threw the test in the bin and sat up against the wall and started to cry. I couldn't go through another miscarriage so I did the only thing I could. I called a clinic and got booked in to have an abortion that day.   "Ally! What are you doing?" Luke shouted running down the hall of the clinic. "What are you doing here? How did you find me?" "They phoned earlier checking if the appointment was still ok. You left your phone behind." "Why are you here?" "To stop you." "There's no point. I'm just going to have another miscarriage." "You don't know that." "But I do Luke!" "You don't. You're just scared after the last 4 times." "You don't understand Luke! I can't carry a baby to full term! I don't want to go through another miscarriage!" I sobbed. "Oh babe. I'm sorry," he said pulling me in for a hug. "Why didn't you tell me?" He asked. "I thought you would leave me." "I would never leave you Ally." He kissed the top of my head and that's when the nurse came out. "Ally Walker." We both stood up and Luke took my hand. We walked into the room and sat down. "Hello my name is Doctor Kennedy." "Hi." "So you want to have a termination?" "Yes." "Are you sure about this because there is no going back." "We're sure, I don't want to experience another miscarriage so I would rather it gone." "Just because you've had a miscarriage before doesn't mean it will happen again Ally." "It does. I've had four already and I was told by a doctor that i'm not able to carry a child to full term." "I'm terribly sorry. If you'd like to follow me I just have to do a quick scan on the baby and then we can proceed." We all got up and Luke squeezed my hand. "We'll get through this," he whispered to me before we walked out of the room to see our baby.   "Everything seems to be fine. We'll be able to proceed with the termination." "That's ok." The gel was wiped off my stomach and we were brought into another room where I would lose another baby.   "That's it, it's gone," I said once we sat in the car. "Yeah," he sighed. "I'm sorry I had to do that." "You don't have to be. I wouldn't want you to go through another miscarriage." "Thanks Luke, lets go back to the hotel." When we got back to the hotel I put on one of Luke's t-shirts and climbed in the bed. I pulled my legs into my body and lay on the bed. After a while I got up and walked to the bathroom. I pulled up the t-shirt and looked at my side. 4 small feathers, 1 pink and the rest half pink half blue. I let a few tears out as I put my fingers over the tattoo's. Another one would be added and I couldn't help but feel ashamed that at the age of 19 I had already lost 5 babies.
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