Dark || Z.M

"Zayn." I begged.

"You're mine now." He spoke in a hushed tone.

His reputation fooled what I saw.


28. No Compromise

Brook's Pov

I woke up entangled in the blankets with Zayn, I smiled when I woke up. His warm body was pressed against mine, 'Morning' I whispered, kissing his cheek. His smiled 'morning' he said with his eyes still closed. Zayn moved to kiss me and then we were interrupted by his phone, I sighed but smiled. He answered it 'Hello?... why?... I can't I am busy today... maybe this morning.... fine, see you then' he said, hanging up the phone. 'Who was that?' I asked as he fell back down to lie down next to me, 'just a friend' he said, 'I have heard that before what is going on?' I asked, 'nothing doll, I promise' he said kissing me softly, I pushed him away 'Zayn...' I said, he sighed 'fine, its about Lola... she needs some help' he said, I rolled my eyes and pushed up from him and walked out of the bedroom down to the living room.

I heard footsteps as I paced the room, Zayn was then stood at the door. 'See I knew you would be like this' he said, 'well sorry but how do you expect me to be, you are going to meet up with that whore and you know what she is like' I said, he rolled his eyes 'doll just trust me' he said, 'every time you say trust me you either end up in a fight, in prison and just generally bad things happen' I said, he sighed and wrapped his arms around me, 'I love you ok, and trust is something you defiantly need with me' he said, 'I do trust you to an extent' I said, he smiled 'lets take that trust a little further' he said.

Zayn's Pov

I couldn't tell her where I was really going, then she would kill me. Lola was all I could think of on the spot, so that's what I said, its not Lola though its something worse... much worse, and I shouldn't do it but, you can't teach an old dog new tricks. I promised her I would change but it won't happen in a heartbeat, I have some unfinished business that I need to deal with first.

Brook's Pov

Zayn left not long after, why does he still care about that bitch. I wouldn't... and Courtney, I think she is just as back. I mean come on its a bit weird isn't it... me and Lola having and fight and her sister just turning up and starting to date my best mate? I don't like this one bit. I sighed, maybe I should all Josh over? I mean, I did kind of ignore him yesterday, I can make things up to him. I am going to ring him, 'Hello?' he answered, 'Hey' I said, 'what can I do for you?' he asked, I smiled 'I want to make it up to you about yesterday... I was just really missing Zayn' I said, 'so what? are you two like back together now?' he asked, 'yeah... but we are taking things slow' I said, he sighed 'want to meet me at town?' he asked, 'yeah I would love too' I said smiling.

I met up with Josh me and him were like best friends now, we were walking around London, and found a spot to sit down. We sit down and start chatting then my phone goes of its Zayn, 'sorry I need to take this' I said to Josh, he nodded. ‘Hey babe’ I say, I saw Josh roll his eyes but think nothing off it, ‘just hanging with Josh’ I said, ‘Sure what time do I need to be back?’ I asked, ‘Okay sure... how is she that bitch you went to see?' I said, Zayn just chuckled into the phone ‘bye doll’ he said, ‘bye’ I said. ‘I bet I can guess who that was’ Josh said oddly, ‘what?’ I ask ‘nothing’ he murmurs, ‘so I have to leave later, not now but soon' I said, ‘Why? Does Zayn want you by any chance’ he said almost angrily, ‘Yeh.. Josh what has gotten into you, I thought we were ok?’ I asked, ‘every time we try and hang out you end up leaving me for him, you never stay with me, I am starting to wonder why you even hang out with me, do you just feel sorry for me?’ he said, 'Josh I-’ he cut me off, ‘aren’t I just stupid for falling in love with you’ he said, ‘w-what?’ you asked, he looks up ‘nothing just have fun with Zayn' he says leaving me on my own.

I knew he loved me, and maybe I was stupid for answering my phone. I thought we were ok though? Why did he just do that though I never expected him to loose him temper like that. I never expected any off this! Why am I doing this? This all started because I was being stalked by Zayn! if he hadn't of laid eyes on my that day then I wouldn't be sat here now. I have broke Josh's heart. and I can't keep doing that too he is one of the most important things in my life and I just let him down all the time.

I walked home sadly, and when I got in I sat up stairs. I heard the front door bang after an hour, I walked down stairs and a letter had come through the box. I picked it up and on the front it said Brook.

I opened the letter.

Dear Brook,

I will miss you, I don’t want to but I will. It hasn't been long but I still hold on like we are going to meet again and fall in love, I never tried to move on because I thought that you would always be there and I guess I was wrong. The thing is I was never afraid to say I love you, you actually never said it whilst you had the chance, you never wanted to say it. You told me you loved me and I never took any notice because it was only in a friend way, but then I didn’t know things would turn out this way. I never thought there would come a time when we were strangers, now I feel like I don't know you at all. The thing is all this time I thought you would want me like I wanted you, but from the way you talk to me it just doesn’t seem like that. I held onto you, I told people about the times we spent together, the memories we were making, and it feels like you just don't care. When people ask about you I tell them everything I pour my heart out, and what do you say when people ask about me, do you say ‘he is just a friend' or ‘he’s no one’ so you say that because you don’t care or so you say it because you don’t want to talk about me because you can’t be without me. I think it is the first one. The thing is I will hold onto you for so long, I will never move on  because there will always be a chance that me and you could have our happily ever after, am I  stupid for believing in all that.

I feel like I found someone perfect, but I lost you at the same time. Yes I found you and we had a little chat, but I feel like I lost the girl I knew, the girl that I loved. You’re not who I use to know, you have changed since you and Zayn got "serious", but then again, you might think the same about me because I wasn't like this until I fell in love with you. I think I owe you an apology though, because every time you tried to tell me you loved Zayn I didn't want to know, every time you told me no, I got mad, and I am sorry, and now I blame myself, is that the reason you don't want me? Because I pushed too hard. 

Just saying this now will bring back all the memories, and I wish I could stay with you. I can’t believe we didn’t even get a goodbye. I am also sorry for that I just wanted no tears when I left, now I wish I would have said goodbye, for closer maybe? Whatever it was for I wish I would have said it. I looked for you I went back to where I left you before, but I couldn’t see you, you left.

I love you, forever and always there will always be a spot just for you in my heart, and even if you stay with Zayn, I am glad you could, now I think I can... I think I can let go. So I am leaving tonight, I go to the train station at 3:00 good bye.

Love From, Josh

I wiped the tears from my eyes, and sat on the bottom step of the stairs. I held the letter tightly in my hand and cried bowing my head. I ran my other hand through my hair. 'I let him go' I whisper to myself, I grabbed my phone and through tear stained eyes I text him saying....

To Josh : I am so sorry Josh, I never knew you felt like that I thought it was just a crush! I thought you would move on in a few weeks, I never took you seriously. I am so sorry Josh, I do love you... maybe not as much as I love Zayn, but I do... I would give up everything if it meant I could love you more, but I don't I love Zayn, I don't want to let you down but I already have, I am sorry I hurt you... and please just promise me you'll be fine... and you'll stay in touch? I love you josh xx

Failure to send.

I cried and tried again, it won't send.  I tried and tried, maybe If I call him, I pressed call.

'The number you have dialled is no longer in acceptance to your number... there maybe several reasons... 1.The number is incorrect... 2.This number has blocked you' I hung up the phone and threw it at the wall. He blocked my number. I sat and cried a bit harder than before. Then the front door opened and Zayn walked in, 'Hey Doll I wa- ... Doll?' he asked rushing to my side. Zayn put his arms around me, 'Hey what's happened?' he asked, in my ear. 'I let Josh down... now he is gone, and I-I can't do anything' I said, he sighed and pulled me closer. He took the letter form my hands, and his eyes scanned it.

'He had no right to make you feel this guilty' he said in a monotone, 'but its all true... I am terrible' I said, he stood up and paced. 'No your not... you shouldn't be sorry , what have you got to be sorry for? For falling in love?' he said, I shook my head sadly. I looked up to see Zayn, I noticed he had blood on the corner of his shirt, and on his jacket. 'Z-Zayn?' I asked, he looked at me with slightly softer eyes 'why is there blood on your shirt?' I asked, he looked down solemnly, and didn't answer. 'Zayn? Where were you this morning?' I asked, 'You weren't with Lola were you?' I asked, he shook his head. 'Zayn! Where were you' I yelled. he ignored me, 'Maybe I should have chosen Josh' I said, he looked up at me and pushed me against the wall, 'really? then I will give you the choice? I will more than happily drive to the station he is at now, but if you go with him then you lose me' he said, I swolled 'Zayn...' I said, 'No... no compromise you choose now me or him?' he said angrily.

I looked down sadly, he hammered his fist to the wall 'this isn't something you should have to think about!' he yelled, I don’t know what to think anymore, this boy gave me everything I ever wanted, until now. I don’t know what to think, he says it’s just work and that it will all be ok, but I know it’s something more. 'Zayn...' I said, he looked up at me a dark cast over his eyes 'get your keys... I need to see Josh before he leaves' I said, he sighed 'so you choose him?' he said, 'I didn't say that... I said I need to see him before he leaves' I said, he sighed 'get your coat' he said, 'no... you go and change, get that blood away' I said, he looked down, 'sure' he said, I sighed as he walked past. His loud footsteps stopped half way up the stairs, my back was too him 'I love you Brook' he said, 'Hurry up Zayn' I muttered, he sighed and walked further upstairs.


What has Zayn done this time?

Will Brook choose Logan or Zayn?

Who's blood is on Zayn's hands?

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