Don't ever leave me

*Cause I'm dying just to make you see that I need you here with me now... cause you have that one thing <3*
PS: This have mature content but Movellas it's no the best with the birthady dates so I'm telling you here lol

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4. A promise

Harry woke up slowly, he felt so week that he couldn’t open his eyes, but he did could groaned.

“Harry?” he heard Louis’ voice that called him hopeful, “Harry? Are you awake?”

As Harry couldn’t say words, he groaned again.

“Harry? Can you hear me?”

“Y-yes”

Immediately Louis activated the alarm, and the doctors run to his room. Harry was too tired to understand what was happening. He didn’t know how long the doctors were there; he just knew suddenly they weren’t.

Harry realized he could open his eyes, so he did, and he saw Louis, who was crying next to him.

“I-I’m sorry, Lou”

“W-what?”

“I’m sorry…”

“What the hell are you talking about?”

That’s when Harry started crying.

“I’m so sorry Louis! I didn’t mean it when I said you were useless on the band! I’m sorry! I… I miss you so much! Please, Lou, don’t hate me! Please, don’t…” Harry’s voice died between sobs.

Louis was speechless. He just couldn’t believe that Harry had been suffering because of that. He really thought when Harry said he was sorry on TV that he didn’t really mean it, but now… now he felt the worst friend in the whole world.

“Harry I…” he sighted, “I don’t hate you. I could ever hate you”

Harry bit his lip, hopefully.

“I… I am who is sorry; I have been a terrible person. I didn’t know you were… I thought you hate me”

“W-what? No, Louis, I couldn’t ever…”

“I know Harry, I know… just don’t say anything, ok?”

“B-but… We… Can we be friends again?”

Louis felt how his heart got broken. How could he be so mean with him?

“Of curse!”

Harry smiled weakly.

“I love you, Haz” said Louis.

Harry’s heart started beating really fast. He means like a friend.

“I love you too, Boo”.

And he didn’t mean it like a friend.

*                                                         *                                                          *

That night Harry woke up at 4:00’o clock of the morning. He had that awful feeling of been alone, so he walked to the bathroom, without notice Louis, who slowly woke up too, and took his knife from his pocket. He started to do it and couldn’t stop a sight of pleasure.

That’s when Louis stood up and saw him.

“HARRY! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?”

Harry dropped the knife, shocked.

“OH MY FUCKING GOD, HARRY!”

Louis run and took the knife from the floor.

Harry watched him with scared, like he was expecting Louis to transform into a monster and eat him.

“WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU DOING?”

Harry didn’t say anything.

“ANSWEAR ME, YOU FUCKING BASTARD!”

“I… I was…”

“WHAT?”

“I was cutting myself,” he said softly.

“AND WHY A HELL WERE YOU DOING THAT?”

“I…” Harry bit his lip with pain, he didn’t like to be Louis like that, he felt like he hated him again.

“HARRY HOW COULD YOU?” god he was so mad, “I CAN’T BELIEVE… I THOUGHT YOU STOP YEARS AGO!”

“I did!”

“DID YOU? THEN HOW LONG HAVE YOU… WHEN DID YOU START AGAIN?”

“The night of the interview, when you… when… Louis, I’m sorry, please don’t be angry” Harry started to cry again, “please, don’t hate me”.

Louis sighted, trying to calm down. He was hurting Harry, so he had to calm down.

“Harry, I don’t, ok? Doesn’t matter how much you feel it, I would ever, ever hate you. I love you”

Louis went there and hugged him.

“You promise?” asked Harry like a little boy.

“I promise”

Louis kissed Harry’s forehead, who felt again those butterflies on his stomach.

What he didn’t know, is that Louis felt that too.

“Harry… I have to tell you something…”

“What is it, Boo?”

“I…” Louis sighted. He had to tell him.

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