unnatural

I was sitting in Zayn's car resting on his shoulder while his head was on mine and I felt perfect and completely at ease and then I started to think of what we had just done, I missed 3 lesson's for a kiss and was probably getting into serious trouble with the headmaster tomorrow, something I thought wouldn’t happen, I wasn't like this, this person wasn't me, but was this person a happier me?, I was happy with Zayn, happier than I’ve been in a long time and something about getting in trouble today made me want to do it, I liked the rush it give me.

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8. changing

Me and Kat were sitting in my car while the sunset behind us at the lough, he head resting on my shoulder and mine on her head

"Zayn I have to go home and I need to get my car" she said

"Ok I'll drive you back to school" I told her getting up, so she could get up as well, I started the car engine and we drove back to school in silence, I could tell something was up

"Bye" she said as she got out and kissed my cheek before turning away to her car

"Bye" I shouted after her and then drove off home myself, I think I'll call the boys and have them over, it’s been a while

I got home and got a shower, I then changed into a white top with black skinny jeans, it seemed like I was always wearing black skinny jeans, styled my hair and then called the boys and told them to come round

*Kat's POV*

I was sitting in Zayn's car resting on his shoulder while his head was on mine and I felt perfect and completely at ease and then I started to think of what we had just done, I missed 3 lesson's for a kiss and was probably getting into serious trouble with the headmaster tomorrow, something I thought wouldn’t happen, I wasn't like this, this person wasn't me, but was this person a happier me?, I was happy with Zayn, happier than I’ve been in a long time and something about getting in trouble today made me want to do it, I liked the rush it give me.

I knew the answer to my question, I wasn’t good and innocent like me and everyone else thought, that's not who I am, I'm Kat not Kathleen and Zayn made me realise that.

I had to go home and think about this, did I want to change, I loved Zayn and I loved the way he made me feel, yes I did want to changed and yes I would change

I made up an excuse telling Zayn I needed to get my car and go home, it was true but I didn't have to, I just wanted to go and be apart from him for a few hours to see if how I was feeling changed and when he left me at the school parking lot, I felt lost, I missed him already and I wanted him, my heart felt like it was swelling and I knew my answer. Tomorrow I wouldn't be the sweet and innocent girl Kathleen, I would be the troublemaker Kat, but which one did Zayn fall for? Was it me the innocent one or could he see the troublemaker me?

*Zayn's POV*

The boys came in not bothering to knock and sat food and drink that they had bought on the table

"Why’d you want us over?" Harry asked looking straight at me

"Can I not just want to hang with my four best friends?" I asked with a goofy fake smile

"Oh just tell us" Louis begged

"Fine, well there’s something up with Kat, she liked getting into trouble today" I told them feeling stupid maybe there wasn't anything wrong and I was just paranoid

"Maybe she's not that innocent" Niall said

"She is innocent, she used to be more innocent but she like the trouble today" i said again

"How do you know?" Liam asked

"Her smile was bigger, better and her eyes lit up" I told them again feeling stupid

"Maybe she is changing Zayn, maybe you bought out the real Kat and not the fake Kathleen" Harry said and he did have a point, but which one did I fall for

"Maybe" I said, by this point all the beer and food was done and me and Harry were the only one's awake, we just kept talking about how I would feel if she changed

Here's to the strong, thanks to the brave don't give up hope some people change
against all odds, against the grain love finds a way, some people change

She was born with her mother’s habit guess you can say it’s in her blood she hates it that
she's got to have it she fills a glass up n she love to kill that bottle but all she could
think about is a better life, a second chance for everyone she's letting down she throws that
bottle down
 

So maybe she could change and maybe she would, but would she really? Could she? How would I like her then?

*Authors Note*

Hey guys so thanks for reading and I have taken your suggestions, I hope you like this and please read my other movella that should be me a Niall Horan fanfic thanks :)

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