Love On Different Levels

He loves her and she loves him but not on the same level. She's happy right now and he doesnt plan on running it

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9. Denied

After two days of space and time  I finally got Niall to let me help him with shopping again like we had planned. I clasped my hands together and nodded. "You look fantastic Niall, that's is a perfect tux." I could see a smile tugging at the edge of his lips. He hadn't smiled at all since we got together to hang out today. "Thanks Jules, I like it too." I stood up and ran my hand over the arm of his suit. I knew he was looking down at me but I chose not to have direct eye contact with him. "It's a great material and you look extremely handsome. You should get it." I backed away and then looked up at his face. He looked deeply sad. "Are you alright Niall?" He nodded and turned around to look at himself in the mirror. "Yes, just can't believe my brothers getting married. Seems like yesterday we were playing video games in his room until my mother called us down for dinner. He really is a great brother " I smiled remembering my brother teaching me to play Halo but instantly regretted it. Niall turned around noticing my expression. "Oh Jules i'm sorry I forgot." I shrugged and tried to just smile but I couldn't even pretend when it came to Jackson. Jackson was my younger brother. The only sibling I had. He died right after I met Niall in a car accident. I had felt myself about to cry but immediately stopped myself. Yes I got sad but I refuse to cry. I believe it is a stupid act of emotion that shows purely weakness and I am not weak. Ever.  He looked at himself again in the mirror and tried to fix his tie."Hey Niall?" His eyes widen and he looked at me through the mirror reflection but didn't  turn around. "Do you love me?" He shrugged and finished fixing his tie. "Oh course, your my best friend Jules." I bit my lip and thought of Augusts word. "No , Uhm.. I mean like are you in love with me?" At this he turned to look at me. "What did you say?" I fidgeted a little nervously and took a deep breath. "I asked if you were in love with me." He looked at me for a moment and only silence filled the air. When I began to get nervous he spoke. "Do you think I am?" I shook my head truthfully. "No but August does." He nodded slowly and his face changed. "Oh we'll.. He's not as smart as he seems to be huh?" I laughed relived and could just feel my body relax. "I told him he didn't know you like I do." He smiled at me and turned around. Now I have known Niall for about two years now. I know what he looks like when he smiles and laughs. That was not a smile. I do not know what it was but it wasn't a smile. And it seemed that whenever Augusts name came out of my mouth it was the way he smiled. But I didn't know why. It's not like Niall's in love with me. He just denied so himself. 

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