Bad Boy

Your new siblings are Ryan butlers cousins. on a family trip, they decide to rent a cottage for the summer and Ryan brings his friend Justin Bieber. Justin is anything but good, and decides Ashley is his next toy. when she falls for a lie and get raped, her life crumbles. But does that really matter when she's hit by a car and looses her memory? will she ever know the truth about the love of her life?


49. Guilty pleasure

Ashley's POV.


The next day I went to school like nothing had happened. Like I hadn't seen my rapist. or my first love you could call it. 


The girls came up to me and talked about how hot those guys were. They told me about how the hottest one asked about me, saying how beautiful I were. They told him how I had a boyfriend called Greg and they told me how they invited them to a party, that we should go to. They told me about the disappointment in his eyes, when he heard I had a boyfriend. He told them about, how he didn't know me, but thought I was perfect. They told me how perfect his brown eyes were. 


I just shut it all out, fighting the tears. I couldn't tell them who he was. It was too soon. This was really not good. Greg knew who he was, so the girls could never tell him about how he turned back. Greg knew about the rape, thats why if he ever saw Justin, this could be bloody. Why the hell does he have to turn up now?


I went to work later and then the gym. Greg came by in evening. I was trying to be as normal as I could, but I tended to just stare out in the air. My mind was fucked up. 


GREG - You seem a little distant babe? Is everything okay?

ASHLEY - Of course! nothing is wrong, I just have this test that is bothering me. 

GREG - Come here!


He lifted me up and carried me to bed. We kissed a bit, but I shut him down, so he just held me, while we fell asleep. 


The next day after school, I went to work again. It was a bit weird being at work, I was terrified that he would in here again. When I got off, I started to walk out, when Justin turned up. I looked terrified, but continued out the door. I walked past him, not looking at him, hoping he would just go away. He grabbed my arm and turned me around. I couldn't control my feeling so teared up.


ASHLEY - If you don't let go, I'm gonna call the police.

JUSTIN - Relax, I just want to talk.

ASHLEY - Why do you do this? we had a deal, remember?

JUSTIN - I thought you would be happy to see me!

ASHLEY - I am not! For gods sake, don't you know what you have done? Do you think I ever will be able to forgive that?

JUSTIN - You loved me.. Think about how you loved me. You don't love this guy Greg, as much as you loved me.


I started to cry, stepping back from him. Then I ran away. I ran for my life, but he chased me and caught up to me. We ended in a park, where no people ever came. He then took arm again, and I started to scream. He put his hand on my mouth and pulled me close to him. I honestly thought he was gonna kill me.


JUSTIN - Listen Ashley, I'm not here to hurt you, you don't have to be afraid of me. I'm here to solve things with you.


I get out his arms, turned around and looked at him. 


ASHLEY - You raped me, you lied about it, you lied about our past, you made me believe in it and worst of all, you made me love you. I fell in love with a lie.

JUSTIN - It was not a lie. Or maybe it was, but what we had was real.

ASHLEY - No it wasn't. If it really was real, you wouldn't have lied. 

JUSTIN - Can't you see I had too?

ASHLEY - In what fucking fantasy do you live in? Did you really think no one was going to find out? How stupid can you be!

JUSTIN - I did it for love!

ASHLEY - You raped me Justin.. If you only knew how bad I felt.. How much pain you put me in. Someone who loved me, wouldn't do that!

JUSTIN - I protected you.

ASHLEY - No you didn't! Protecting me, would be keeping me from falling in love with you. You did the complete opposite. You made me fall deeper and deeper into this big hole of sorrow, and when I finally find the strength to climb that hole, you come crashing into my life again, throwing me down again. You have ruined my life. I saved your life, by lying to everybody. By protecting you. And now you can't even do a simple thing for me. How selfish are you? I suggest you pack your bags, and go as far from here you possibly can. I never want to see your face again, and if I do, I am going to make sure that police comes and arrest you. I am gonna make you rot in jail, wishing you just took my offer about a year ago. Is that clear?


Then he looked at me for a few seconds. He just looked at me, with his brown eyes. Then he grabbed my head and kissed me. He kissed me so passionately, and I couldn't resist.

The next thing I know, we are in my apartment, ripping each others clothe off, kissing hard. He throws me into my bed, and start doing his magic while kissing me passionately. It was brutal and amazing, and I think I made him bleed on his back because of my nails. It was hard and angry sex, but it was the best sex I ever had.    


After waking up, he was in my bed. His back were full of scares and my whole body was sore. I left him a note saying, that Greg knows about what he did to me back then, and he would come by later, so if he didn't leave, police would come after him. and when I came home, he was gone. He had cleaned my bedroom and left with no evidence of what had happened.


I felt so guilty, yet so good. It was so bad to cheat on Greg, but at the same time, I desired Justin more that ever. I really screwed up bad. I think I may have been digging my own grave.

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