violence vs reality

I was born and raised in Southern California, my dad is Australia and my mom was born in Tennessee. I'm 17 years old, my family is rich, well in a way they are. I get abused by my parents all the time, they threaten me if I ever told anyone I'd get it. Get it? What does that even mean? Does it mean that they'll kill me? Well I don't know, I really hate my life at the moment, my boyfriend well... His name is Drake and he's a controlling type, if I don’t do anything he says well bad things happen. Hi there, I'm Ashton this is my story.


31. my old relationships and Nicota

Here were are in the lounge room in awkward silence wandering what on earth Nicota was doing here, even if I knew she probably lie about it knowing her to get with me. The question is why she is here or not any other day. Ashton and I looked at each other with such confusion in our faces, we waited until Nicota finally spoke again, deadly silence finally stopped. Nicota is fragile, but sometimes she isn’t, she’s a strange person, she began to talk… “I haven’t been home in ages, I’ve been in Australia with my family I only just got told, this got pregnant,” wait, what? I said to myself, THIS is my girlfriend, my girlfriend. I saw the fury in Ashton face, ready to lash out, wait for it I say to myself. “THIS! What’s that got to mean, she is my girlfriend, she’s not a thing she’s a human being with freaking feelings! Get a life Nicota,” I saw the look on her face, I continued speaking. “If you’re here to cause trouble like you always do, I think you should leave and never come back, you’ve ruined your chances at singing my baby girl so get out,” I held Ashton close, she isn’t going anywhere but my arms soon, Nicota has crossed the line by stepping foot into my family’s home, if mom found out she wouldn’t like it, so I think she did cross the line of even knocking on my door in the first place, we made a deal years ago and she broke it that’s not how I play my deals or no deals, you either agree to it or you don’t, otherwise consequences will be made. Nicota nodded her head and said sorry and left the house.


Ashton hugged me in my chest, I Ioved this moment a moment of peace and joy of comfort. Lets just hope for anyone’s sake Nicota doesn’t return in the morning, we don’t need drama right now, we have a child now and that’s what matters. Ashton pulled back, “are you going to tell me what that was all about or are you going to avoid the question like you have been,” I want to tell her, but if I do it’s going to cause more drama, what something did happen? Will she believe me? Will she take her word over mine? These questions are roaming through my head, I don’t know if she’ll make that same mistake and well run off and think differently, I love Ashton and I want to protect her and Taylor-Anna. I began to speak, “I’ll explain to you in the morning…. Maybe,” I picked her up bridal style and walked to the bedroom, we went to sleep.


I woke up with the sound of Ashton whispering in my ear, I wasn’t paying attention what she was saying, but by the looks of she’s already been up. I yawned and looked into her beautiful eyes and gave her a soft kiss, mm the taste of strawberry milk on her lips, so good. The good thing about mornings and night time is that Taylor-Anna doesn’t cry during the night, she’s an amazing sleeper for such a little baby, I am a proud dad. I rolled over, a sign of not getting up, Ashton rolled me back over, “have you forgotten something?” I was trying to avoid that topic, the subject itself actually, why do I have to explain? There’s actually nothing to explain to her, oh wait there is. She gave me this look, of Justin, tell me or I hurt you, look. I nodded and I sat up I begin speaking to her, but first I sigh to release all the tension in the room, “in Canada before and after I got into this business, Nicota would destroy my relationships I’ve had with anyone, like she’d make up something to come and see and which is a complete lie to see me and then make out that I cheated on my girlfriend, I have never cheated on anyone, unless she came onto me, but that’s not cheating that’s just someone coming onto you… Well anyway, my mom she’s always wondered why my relationships wouldn’t last, until she soon found out that Nicota kept coming into one and ruining it, that’s why I didn’t tell you because I was afraid that once she tried doing something, you’ll run off with Taylor or something,” I looked at her all puzzled, what is she going to say? Will run off like I think she will? Why do I keep thinking that, she’s my girlfriend I should trust her instincts, I guess I better take what’s coming..

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