violence vs reality

I was born and raised in Southern California, my dad is Australia and my mom was born in Tennessee. I'm 17 years old, my family is rich, well in a way they are. I get abused by my parents all the time, they threaten me if I ever told anyone I'd get it. Get it? What does that even mean? Does it mean that they'll kill me? Well I don't know, I really hate my life at the moment, my boyfriend well... His name is Drake and he's a controlling type, if I don’t do anything he says well bad things happen. Hi there, I'm Ashton this is my story.


20. knuckle head comes out

Justin and I were in our room discovering all the details on how to raise a baby, is it hard or is it complicated in a good way? We were discussing the good and bad aspects on having this child, we have finally agreed to let whatevers coming towards us be a good thing. May let the press and paparazzi judge our way of life, but at the end of the day, they’re not the one’s having a baby, it’s us Ashton and Justin. We have agreed to certain extents that if we are having trouble, always bring Pattie into our life because she’s going to be the grandmother, she will need to be there for us as much as we need her, we are first time parents and it’s going to be tough. We are always going to need that support of encouragement. I hope to god, that we are doing the right thing by us and the baby. We will explore the world together and acknowledge the time we have together as a family. Justin has realized he needs me more than anything,  he has come to a decision that he will keep the job he has now, instead of running off. He is has grown up, matured to a handsome young man and I love him so very much. He will be the best dad he could ever be, I can imagine him running around after this baby. We have discussed that we will accept the consequences his fans will pass onto us, whether they’re going to lash out at me for getting pregnant, or telling me to die. He will support my decision on what direction I will take. As time went, I feel asleep in his arms, dreaming of the positive side of things.


That very next day, Justin and I went baby shopping for dummies etc., nothing major. We find out in Justin and I went into a shop to buy a cot to put into our bedroom, baby monitor and all those easy going stuff. Justin was excited to be a day now that we have spoken about it and have Pattie to look out for us, she’s helped us with financial situations and heath stuff that’s really helped us with everything. When the babies born we are planning on moving to our own house and whenever we need a break Pattie has said that she will looked after the baby, she’s lovely. When I was little, my mom told me that I got raped and was pregnant, I didn’t remember that but she did, I had to get an abortion. I don’t like abortion, nor do I believe in adoption. Its how I’ve grown up, I’ve seen many kids homeless and not being with a family. I almost got kicked out in the streets twice, but I didn’t. My family were selfless and only thought about them, so to take it out on anything other than themselves, they used me as a boxing bag to take their anger etc. out on, I may have been abused, but I will never take anything out on my children nor would I abuse my children. Kids are treasure of goodness, they deserve to be in this world filled with love and compassionate, that’s why Justin wants to be protective, he doesn’t want anything to happen to them because what I’ve gone through, if we have a son he will teach them the don’ts and do’s with women. As the kids grow into young teenagers, I will tell them what’s happened with my life and how I deal with it, but right now, I just want to concentrate on the positive side and have a healthy family.


I have gained many friends and confidence throughout my life with the bieber family. I’ve realized that not having a family that abuses you constantly is really great, you get to finally have a normal life and realize who your true friends are while it lasts. I miss my family but at the end of the day, Justin and Pattie and little bubba is my new family and no one is going to take that away from me. I’ve gained many experiences I’ve become Justin’s co-road manager alongside Kenny, his ex-body guard before Moshe. It has been a rather great journey to be with my boyfriend, it’s going to be even better once this knuckle head comes out. I cannot wait for Justin and I to share our journey without a little baby, he/she’s going to have a ride of their life time.

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