violence vs reality

I was born and raised in Southern California, my dad is Australia and my mom was born in Tennessee. I'm 17 years old, my family is rich, well in a way they are. I get abused by my parents all the time, they threaten me if I ever told anyone I'd get it. Get it? What does that even mean? Does it mean that they'll kill me? Well I don't know, I really hate my life at the moment, my boyfriend well... His name is Drake and he's a controlling type, if I don’t do anything he says well bad things happen. Hi there, I'm Ashton this is my story.


19. baby Bieber

Ashtons pov;

I want to be a family, but I don’t think Justin realizes that he can’t give up his job or run away from all this hysteria. He’s going to be a dad and he needs to learn to accept that, yes I’m not happy either but I guess we all learnt something today, is being a parent was a big deal, but Pattie was here to support us through it all. I still don’t quite understand how I am? “Justin, have you used protection lately?” I asked him, this question had to be resolved quickly before I lose it. He looked at me, “Yes, I always use protection, maybe it accidentally broke while we were doing it, it can happen,” I looked at him, maybe it did break by accident, we know how things like this can become an accident not planned, sometimes it is planned but this was most definitely a mistake. “Please don’t give up your job Justin,” I asked him, he nodded and said okay. We both know that this career may be at risks, but he’s willing to take it for the team. The nurse came in and released me for me to be able to go. I had to make an appointment for an ultra-sound to check out if the baby is fine and what sex gender is going to be. That’s the only thing I’m excited about, what it’s going to be. I hope it’s a girl, dress her up like a little princess. I made an appointment and walked back to the car with Justin and Pattie. As Pattie drove the car, I looked out the window thinking about the negatives and the positives of having a child, will it make me feel better about myself or worse? Will it make me and Justin happy or more depressed? I don’t know, all these questions are roaming through my head, I don’t know what’s happening anymore, it’s all so confusing. I was thinking about the good times me and Justin have had together and what it may cost us if we had this child.


Justin's Pov;

Having a baby is a big responsibility, so that means I have to pick my game up, no more pranking and no more fooling around, it’s time to grow up to an adult and raise a child I had produced. I want to start a family with my girlfriend and the little child inside of her. I will be the best dad I can be, I will be protective of my child and make sure he/she stays out of the spotlight, no one will steal the childhood out of my kid. I want my child to have the best childhood they can have, because I sometimes I wish I could do normal things other than sneaking out back everywhere I go, having teenage girls chasing me wherever I go, I love it but sometimes I want a break from it all. Being in the spotlight is pressuring, hard and exhausting, I don’t want my kid have to go through that at a young age. So what I am trying to say is, I will be a dad a protective one, I will have more security around me to help protect my kid and my girlfriend, I don’t want paparazzi harassing two important people. My life now revolves around them now, including my mom this is a responsibility I have to take and accept the risks that will come towards me, that means having my career being down the drain, my family comes first.


Ashton's Pov;

We finally arrive home, it was around 5pm. I was starving, I ran to the kitchen looking for food, I found chicken and veggies and rice. I asked them if we could have it for tea, because from the look of it, I was cooking. Being pregnant is hard work, we crave so much food it’s unbelievable, we have trouble sleeping and we sometimes are in need to want to go to the ladies room constantly, my bladder sucks. I was cooking, I grabbed a drink of water and scowled it down, man I was thirsty what’s new I’m always thirsty. I was looking forward to eating this dish, it looked so good especially the chicken, I loved my veggies. I grabbed plates and served it up with a special sauce in dedication of my pregnancy. I walked to the table and put it on there, we sat down and did a prayer, Justin did the prayer at dinner time, “I thank you lord for bringing in such a beautiful girlfriend into my family, you have blessed us with a baby bieber in her stomach and we are thankful we get to spend every minute with the little bub, amen” he said and we ate our dinner. Pattie started talking, “So you guys sorted everything out?” she asked us. I nodded, “yes Pattie, I just hope we both made the right decisions for ourselves and the baby,” I told her. I do honestly believe that we are capable of taking care of a child but he’s going on tour soon, I can’t I need him here as well “well, I will always be here for you both, I was young when I had Justin and I nearly abort him, so don’t take things for granted, maybe God gave you a blessing,” she smiled.

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