When she fell in love with the curls

Pothiti is a girl who's a straight A student, very social and not ordinary. She isn't perfect in her own eyes but to a pair of green eyes she is perfect. What happens when Harry wants to win this girls heart but she thinks he's just a player? A Harry Styles Fanfiction


12. You are special!

"Po pleas wait!" he said running at me. I didn't turn around, I couldn't. I couldn't believe he just came for me. I felt him coming closer and stopping behind me. I stopped walking. Harry grabbed my hand, and turned me around. I was looking at the floor. We were standing in the same spot as where our kiss in the rain had been. It was quiet outside and dark, we were standing underneath a streetlight which was the only light we were seeing. I couldn't look at him, I knew I would break, if it was possible to break even more because I already was broken. He grabbed my chin and softly pushed it up so I was looking in his eyes. I saw pain and sadness and upcoming tears in his eyes, but he held them back. His voice wasn't as hard as it used to be , he said "Can I at least know why?" He looked away pushing back the tears. And looked back at me. "I ... Harry" my tears started to come "it's complicated"  "I have got time" he said and he almost formed a small smile but as soon as I thought it was coming it left again. He took me to a bench a meter away and we sat there for a minute before I spoke, I wasn't looking at him. "It's not easy you know, falling in love for the first time. I am scared, Harry, so scared. I am scared to fall in love too hard and that you'll break my heart. I am scared that you'll see all the other girls and you'll just forget about me. I am scared that I'll like you way more than you like me. I don't want to fall in love, with a boy who I might actually love and trust because I am scared that my heart will get broken." After I said that I was already in tears, a silence made it's way through, he knew the truth. "Po, I didn't know this, I.. I don't know what to say. Other then that I won't break your heart, I couldn't because you just broke mine on the phone. You are Special to me Po. You are the only girl that I see and want. I might be familiar as a flirt but this is the first time falling in love for me too, I don't know how and I am so desperate to keep this, what we have, I just really want you Po. No one else, just you." I cried even harder, how could I have hurt this boy so much, I was so stupid. He heard me crying and hugged me. He said "Pleas don't cry, I'll cry if you do" I let out a small smile. He asked after a while "Po, do you, now that you know how I feel and after this talk, want to go on with me? Maybe fall in love with me? I need to know because I really want to try, I really want to fall in love with you and I want it to be mutual.." I looked up in his eyes and let out a small "Yes" I stopped crying, though I was still feeling like I was this horrible person, who hurt someone. "Is it okay if I kiss you?" he asked a bit insecure and letting out a small smile. I smiled and nodded. His soft lips touched mine, it felt like for a moment I could just forget all the things I had worried about, like I was flying above a field of flowers just being free and being loved. After the kiss I invited him in.

We were sitting on the couch watching some TV, me as someone who always fed people had put some food on the table for Harry to enjoy, I couldn't eat though because not only my heart but my whole body was racing. I had put on a tank top, some joggers and took off my make up and jewelery. I went to sit a little closer to Harry and suddenly he pulled me closer and wrapped his arm around me, I giggled a bit and he just smiled. We were in a half sitting half lying and I had my hand on his chest. "What do you want to watch Styles?" I asked, I looked at him , he looked back and said "You". I blushed and said "On the TV". He answered "Doesn't matter, whatever you like" I put on the Notebook as I loved that movie. He said "That's my favorite" I smiled and said "Mine too" Just like that I fell asleep when the movie was about to end, I fell asleep with big warm arms wrapped around me holding me warm and safe.

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