Stop and Stare

16 year old Jasmine from Indiana seems like she has is all, the beauty, the two best friends a girl could ask for, and a solid B+ average. But what people don't see is the stress of it all, and what she is going though, and what she doesn't tell everyone. Some might question how there would be stress behind this almost perfect life. But what they don't know is the true feelings of Jasmine Renee Smith. All until she has a opportunity of a life time to meet her all time favorite band, One Direction. Will she end up meeting them when she thinks, or will she be miles away but fate gives her a second chance? If she ends up meeting them will she allow herself to like one, or fall for them all.


8. The Almost Truth

Jasmine's P.O.V.

*Next Day*

One topic keeps revolving and racing through my mind as I get up and get ready for school. I must tell them. I have no choice. Its better to tell them now then when the day comes. I only have a few more weeks until the big day. But am not ready to tell Bella, Rachael, and my mom yet. I'm not physically or mentally stable for anything really.

As I head downstairs to catch breakfast and go to school I try to gain up the guts to tell my mom. Even though she is the one I think will not understand the best, I will have to tell her someway and somehow.

"Hey Sweetie, you sleep well?"

"Yeah I guess."

"What's wrong hun? You don't have to keep it inside of yourself. You know, that makes it worse."

"Well," I start as I struggle to get it out. Why can't I just say it? "I have been keeping something a secret for a little while." The look on her face, its just so curious and concerned. I just don't want to let her know that the one thing I have wanted for 2 years and complained about for so long I have finally got, is in fact gone.

"Go on," She says eager for more information. I have started, and now I have no choice to finish. Unless of course I faint right now, which is a option. But not a very good one because I will still have to tell her regardless.

"Ok I don't know the best way to say this but,"

"Your not pregnant are you???" My mom says almost yelling interrupting me.

I let out a obnoxious laugh (which was a little too much). My mom looks at me concerned now thinking that I indeed are pregnant. I, Jasmine Renee Smith pregnant?! HAHAHA. That's hilarious.

"NO! Of course not! That's funny though mom, I am freaking 16, antisocial, barely even have two friends, and you think I am pregnant? Ha. That's hilarious mother." I say in a posh tone in the end.

As I was ranting I was swinging my hands around, which is a habit of mine when explaining something. Not such a good idea then. I swear when I was talking I saw my mom examining at bandaged wrist. Oh god. She will ask what happened, which will lead to me explaining I was going to kill myself last night, which will lead to her asking why, which will lead to me explaining getting bullied and losing the tickets and all the crap that has been happening. Which I never wanted her to know about. Huh, great. Here goes the explaining.  

"Well thank god for that. You never know, 16 year olds these days are having kids left and right. Hun, what happened to your wrist?" Well I saw that coming.

I quickly glance at the clock above my moms head. I have 20 minutes until school starts. I rather not take the time in the next 20 minutes to explain my cutting and the tickets being gone.

My mom continues to glance at me demanding a answer from my eyes. The way my mom can get you to talk is just unbelievable. All she does is have to stare in your eyes for less than 10 seconds and she can get you to tell all the 50 states' capitals even if you had no clue. (Quite an exaggeration but still she is very forceful.)

"I have to go to school or I will be late. I am going to walk it today, I need my exercise. I will tell you when I get home." I quickly babble from my mouth.

Before she can answer I am already out the door sprinting my way to school. Oh shit, what mess did I get myself into this time. Great, I basically made a mess of a mess, if that is even possible. Which in my case it is. At least I told her the almost truth technically. Now I have no choice to tell Bella and Rachael first. No backing out now. I am going to just tell them right away, no exceptions. Then again things seem easier than what they actually are.



Authors Note:

ASJBKSCUBKJ. I don't even know where to begin! Well first of all I want to thank @erin_cooper for being the first commenter on my fan fiction!! Erin if you are reading this thank you! It may not seem like a big deal but just the support helps me keep writing and knowing I have a audience besides just looking at views. Speaking of views, almost 150!:O Thank you! It means the world to me<3 I am probably going to be writing daily now (Yay!) because I have this fantastic idea in my head for this fan fiction. I am hoping it will be great:) Keep reading, comment suggestions, things you like, or questions! I appreciate everything! Love you-Alaina.xx

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