Stop and Stare

16 year old Jasmine from Indiana seems like she has is all, the beauty, the two best friends a girl could ask for, and a solid B+ average. But what people don't see is the stress of it all, and what she is going though, and what she doesn't tell everyone. Some might question how there would be stress behind this almost perfect life. But what they don't know is the true feelings of Jasmine Renee Smith. All until she has a opportunity of a life time to meet her all time favorite band, One Direction. Will she end up meeting them when she thinks, or will she be miles away but fate gives her a second chance? If she ends up meeting them will she allow herself to like one, or fall for them all.


7. That Moment

Jasmine's P.O.V.

I lower the sharp scissors to my wrist. Centimeter by centimeter I close my eyes and a tears stream down my face. The cold medal scissors touch me. I dig them deep into my precious, soft skin. Little blood oozes out from my wrist and I continue to dig deeper while tears flow from my red, tired, eyes.

As I am about to continue to what could be the last couple minutes of my life my phone vibrates and rings. "You know I'll be, your life, you voice, your reason to be," I stop, my heart stops, the world around me stops. I don't know what to think. For that moment potentially saved my life. "my love, my heart is breathing for this, moment in ti-" I pick up the phone without thinking and murmur a small hello.


"Jasmine! Its Rachael! I just got off the phone with your mom. She told me I was supposed to bring you home today. I am so sorry! I had no idea that I was supposed to. Did you get home yet? Is everything ok? Please forgive me."

Silence is all I could give back as a answer. I was at home but I didn't want to say anything, I couldn't say anything. But the thing was that I wasn't ok. I wasn't even close to being ok. I was frickin trying to kill myself a moment ago. Oh god here comes the tears again.

"Jasmine? Are you still there??"

"Ahh yeah, its fine Rachael, I am home and I am fine. Right now is not a good time for me to talk. But I will see you tomorrow. Bye."

With that I hang up the phone and stare at the white blank wall in front of me. I study how precious, pure, and immaculate the wall is. And how I used to be exactly like that wall, but things can change so fast in just a blink of an eye. A couple seconds later I remembered that blood is oozing from my wrist and I am letting flow all over my comforter and clothes.

"Shit." I say quietly to myself.

I run to the bathroom across the hall and begin to wash and clean up what I have done. To bad I cant clean up what I have done to my ticket, my future, my friends, or my life.



Authors P.O.V.

Hiiii there! I feel like I say this every chapter (which I think I do) but I am sorry. I know you all basically know the whole deal and everything so I am not going to rant about it. Well let me tell you something, THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH! Over 120 views! That's crazy to me! I only thought when writing this thought I would get 50 views, this is amazing. I cant thank you enough. Although I still haven't gotten any comments:/ I would really appreciate your feedback whether good or bad or just ask questions, it would mean so much to me. This fan fiction is only at the beginning so stay tuned and tell your friends. I will be writing 100000% more sense its summer and I have not a lot to do. But thank you sooooo much again. By the way sorry for the small chapter, just a memo I am going to be writing smaller chapters from now on, its just easier for me. Love you lots-Alaina.xx


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