It's only us.

Eva was just a normal 18 year old girl, she never knew something like this would start after falling over after a party...


6. It's time.



Oh my god, I am so nervous right now, I mean, I know I shouldn't be because I'm only talking to the girl I have been dating for 3 months. But it's what I'm going to tell her that makes me nervous. I got a last minute text from Louis 'Good luck mate, You'll be fine'. God, I bloody hope he is right!.



*I must not start crying, I must not start crying* That was my mantra to myself. I must not cry. I am a strong woman, and no matter what happens or what is said tonight, I will be strong. I looked at the clock, 25 past 6. Oh God, five minutes and he'll be here! I was literally shaking. I don't even know why. I shouldn't be, I mean I controlled myself pretty well from fangirling in his face when I first ever met him. We've been 'dating' for 3 months, I'm fine. Then I heard a car Horn. It's time, I thought to myself.

I stepped outside the door, locked it and then headed over to Harry's Audi R8. I kept repeating my mantra in my head, When I sat down in the car, Harry leaned over and kissed me. "You ready to go, love?" he asked, the way he said love, just melted my heart. "Readier than I'll ever be, babe." I felt a little more confident now. 

We headed off to a little restaraunt, and got seated in a private booth. 



I was going to tell her during the meal, so everything's a little more relaxed. I just hope it goes well.

After we ordered I made small talk and we had a bit of a laugh. God, that woman. I couldn't wait I had to tell her.

"Eva, there's something I need to tell you."



Oh god, here it is, I thought.

"Eva, there's no easy way to say this... So I'll sing it;"

Oh no! he's going to break up with me through song.

He grabbed my hands from across the table and began.

"I wanna be last, yeah, baby let me be your , let me be your last first kiss,

I wanna be first yeah, wanna be the first to take it all the way like this

And if you, Only knew 

I wanna be last yeah, baby let me be your last.. Your last first kiss"

A tear fell from my eye. "But Harry, I, I don't understand."

"Eva, I Love you, that's what I've been wanting to tell you, and I know there's a world tour coming up, so I just thought now would be the good time to tell you how I really feel, I didn't want to upset you and make you worry, But I really do mean it. I'm in love with you Eva. I want you to be mine." 

His eyes searched mine looking for a quick answer, which did not give. "Harry, what about the tour?" I asked, tears spilling out my eyes. "Come with us." Harry said in desperation. "But Harry.." I began, but he cut me off. "No buts Eva. When I'm around you, I can be me all the time! whether there is Paparazzi around or not. And if you were there with me, throughout the whole tour, I know that I would be able to perform properly, I feel like I can do anything when I'm with you. Like I could soar a thousand feet high, literally Eva, you're my Kryptonite. I want you, I need you, I love you! Please Eva be mine?" His eyes grew wider, filled with desperation, love and something else. The tears didn't stop, but I managed to speak up. "Yes, Harry, God yes!" I literally flung myself across the table at him. Relief coursing through me. I just felt on top of the world, but now i had to tell the truth.



I felt so much better that I had told her. And as cheesy as it may have been, I meant every little letter of it. But I was suddenly brought back to earth by Eva. "Harry, can I tell you something?" she asked, quietly, almost mouse-like. "Yes, love. you can tell me anything." I told her, "Well, i thought that.." She began crying her eyes out. "Hush, come on, you can say it, it doesnt matter what it is, just let it out." I encouraged her "I thought that you were going to break up with me, because of the tour, because you'll see over one MILLION women while on your tour, and you could have any which one of them you want. But also, I thought that I wasn't enough." She dropped quite a big bombshell there. "Eva, nobody compares to you, do you know how many girls I see everyday! They all want me, and no matter how many I kiss on the cheek or hug, or chat to. I do not find any of them attractive, because all I think about all day is you. You are the only one for me, no matter how many women throw myself at me, they are not you and you are the one that I want. And not good enough?" I had to make that last statement clear. Eva looked up, all teary-eyed. "Well, I thought, because we hadn't had sex, that you might want more than that. I'm a virgin Harry, and I just thought that you wanted more, and because I'm not giving you more, then I wasn't good enough." She revealed. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. This beautiful woman just doesn't understand. I shook my head, and just spoke straight. 

"Sex doesn't matter, I mean as bad as this is going to sound, yeah, I do want to get into your pants, but I would never take advantage of you, or just dump you because you're not going to do that. You respect yourself Eva, and I respect that. The way I see it is, If the woman I'm with doesn't respect herself, than what sort of guy does that make me? It will happen, when it happens, and when is not an issue, so stop thinking like that, because sex is not love. Love is love." I told her. I don't understand why she thinks that way. But at the end of the day I am going to love her with everything I have. 


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