Searching (Book 1-IAWICTB)

I am nothing. I am just a cardboard cut out. I am worthless. This is my story. The story of someone proving me just how wrong I was.



7. January 7

Dear Diary,                                                                                                            January 7th


                  Peter noticed. Handing me some wild flowers from the school woods, he brushed up my jumper sleeve and noticed some of the scars from past cuts. He starred at them and I know he was thinking if I cut myself, like the rumors said, what other rumors were true. This is what I've been waiting for. For him to come to his senses and finally leave.


From Rebbaka


Yo Journal



                  She cuts herself.  I feel like I had to know why. That I have to know what's brought her to do this. Was it Beth and them girls, the hags from hell? If I found out it was I dont know how id be able to control myself.  Id be so angry at them. Wait a min.. didnt they say something about her cutting herself? Was that why Rebbaka was so worried she thought I would believe the other twisted tales. I bet the hags dont even know she even cuts herself. I think they just made it up along with everything else.


              I wonder if those cuts were fresh or old ones? Im so glad I got her those flowers otherwise I might never have know. To me the flowers were a sign to her that I loved her but to her I doubt it meant anything like that.




Dear Diary continued,                                                                                               January 7th


                   In the end Peter stayed. Even when he must have heard rumors about me cutting myself. I'm glad he stayed, he made me feel safe and loved, because of that I wont cut myself today. Not that he would know I haven't. However it makes me feel better knowing I did this for him, even if I don't know why.


From Rebbaka

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