Searching (Book 1-IAWICTB)

I am nothing. I am just a cardboard cut out. I am worthless. This is my story. The story of someone proving me just how wrong I was.



5. January 5

Dear Diary,                                                                                                            January 5 th


                   Even after I swore at him yesterday he came back today, he doesn't know how happy that makes me. Surely by now he should have heard to rumors, so why hasn't he left. Maybe he's the only person. The only person in the world who cares for me. One moment that deserves another cut. There done. No way could he care for me anyway. We have only known each other for a couple of days.


                 I over heard Beth and the gang telling him some of the "facts" they spread about me. The next thing I knew I was running to the toilets as tears dripped down my face. I hope no-one saw. After all they have enough to say about me as it is. Leaving the bathroom was hard, I didn't want anyone to see me. Once I left I went straight to my dorm room.


From Rebbaka


Yo Journal



                    I felt so worried today. I didnt see Rebbaka. Not even once. I wondered where she was. Beth I think shes called was telling me some more orrid stuff about Rebbaka. Her blouse looked like the top half buttons were open but she still dared to called Rebbaka a slut.


                    I hope Rebbakas at school tomorrow. Ill stuggle to sleep tonight. Maybe its my fault that I called her different that she didnt come to school. If so I feel so bad.



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