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I am nothing. I am just a cardboard cut out. I am worthless. This is my story. The story of someone proving me just how wrong I was.



10. January 10

Dear Diary,                                                                                                            January 10th


                  We kissed again today. I felt my heart flutter against my rib cage. His stubble tickled my chin. I pulled away first, his eye's were shining, I'd have to guess that mine were too.  My skin seem to positively glow. I felt happy, powerful, like every nasty word ever whisper my way never happened, like no-one would never be mean to me again. Not that the feeling would last long.


From Rebbaka


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                 Radiance shone from Rebbaka after our kiss. If she was beautify before now she was angelic. I couldnt believe the changes that happened to her. It was like the kiss did something to her. I cant wait to kiss her again and find out. Im scared though, were at boarding school so what happens when she grows tried and dumps me for someone else. Its not like at the end of the day I can walk away and go home. 


                 I wonder if she knows how much she affects me. Or is she just innocent? The way she makes me feel isnt good. I dont know how long Ill be able to control myself around her. What if she notices how hard a single kiss makes me? Im fucked. But I love her and cant leave her. Ill just have to hope she doesnt notice or if she does she doesnt know what it means.




Dear Diary continued,                                                                                               January 9th


                   I love him, some how my heart beats for him, only him. I've never felt like this before not even with John.


From Rebbaka

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