This is Me

1D fanfic-FAKE-1D and their girlfriends are in college,and so is a new student,Karter Cameron. See what happens when things begin to change.


52. Paint kisses and arguments

"Thanks guys." I said one last time,smiling at Harry and Jill. Niall and I walked out to the car,still covered in paint. The car ride was filled with laughter,singing,and just talks. When we got home,I walked to the couch and sat down,waiting for Niall. I knew I had to tell him."Babe I nee-" I started my confessions,but couldn't quite say them,for Niall had pressed his lips to mine,and pulled me onto his lap. I wrapped my legs around his waist,and my arms loosely around his neck. He had his hands on my waist. "Princess,I wanna take you to dinner tonight." He whispered into the crook of my neck. I shivered and nodded,starting to kiss him again. "I need a shower." I say giggling. Niall started to pull off my cami,leaving me in a sports bra. I leaned into kiss Niall again,but he stopped me,looking upset. "What the hell is this?!" Niall shouted,making me jump. He rubbed his thumb across my hip bone. I looked down at the flower tattooed there. "That's what I was try-" I was inturrupted again as I was spun around,and Niall's hand traced some of the other tattoos I had hidden,like a bird on the back of my left hip. "How long have you had these?" Niall said,turning me back around. "I know you don't like tattoos,that's why I was surprised when you got the one of Mickey Mouse,so I got them when I was here,instead of college like you thought I was." I whispered, pulling away from Niall. "It would've been nice to know what my girlfriend was doing. Especially while lying to me about where you were." He said,standing up. "This is why I didn't tell you." I shouted,running to the bathroom. I slammed and locked the door,sinking down to the ground. "Open the door Karter." Niall shouted,and I could tell he was close to screaming. "No." I say back,quietly. "I don't understand why you wouldn't tell me any of this.."Niall said,and I could tell he was right on the other side of the door. "Because,I've had to keep secrets my whole life. And I've lost people for not keeping them sometimes,and sometimes I lost people FOR keeping them. I wasn't sure what would happen with you. I didn't want you to leave." I shout,starting to undress. "You don't trust me?" He responded,just as loud. "If you don't think I do,then leave. I honestly don't feel like talking right now." I say back,but quickly add,"I knew this was too good to be true. Too good for me." Unsure if he heard,my voice was quiet and tears streamed down my cheeks. I ran the shower water,knowing he wouldn't answer. The paint colors swirled down the drain,and I looked down at my wrists. I saw the scars from before. The scars that would never go away. Some of my organs weak from the starvation before. Then I remember my first kiss,with Harry. I regret it,and remember the bullies,and how Niall literally saved me. If he hadn't noticed,hadn't cared,I'd be dead. I started crying harder,and then started to think of what life was before college. The secrets,lies,and hurt. I showered quickly,and grabbed a towel,wrapping it around my body. I looked to see that some of Niall's things were missing,and I broke down. 

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