The Boy

Sabby Moore is just an Australian girl. A girl that has a lot to deal with. She is constantly bullied and tormented, her mother is a drunk with abusive boyfriends and Sabby can't take it anymore. She starts to have suicidal thoughts. When everything seems to be getting worse and worse... she joins a website and begins talking to a boy. But when this boy reveals who he is, will Sabby believe him? Can he show her what it means to smile?


6. The Thought

"Why didn't you reply to me? x" - Randomboy1994

"I made a mistake, that's why." - SMooresX

"Penny for your thoughts? x" - Randomboy1994.

I groaned and leaned against the headboard of my bed, tears stung my eyes. I couldn't tell him what I did. It was a mistake. A tragic mistake. My eyes wondered to my left wrist, where I had pulled up the sleeve. Five perfectly scars were still red, protruding the perfect skin, making seemingly murderous glances towards me.. Just the sight of them gave me a stinging sensation, though I wasn't sure if it was from the mental of physical pain.

"You there????? x" - Randomboy1994

"Great..." I groaned once again, tears stinging my eyes. Hands trembling, not being able to hold the phone still. It was now or never.

"I cut myself for the first time 2day.." SMooresX

The wait for the reply seemed to be hours, though in reality it was minutes. It felt longer since there was a tick beside my message saying mystery boy had read it, though he hadn't yet replied. It hurt me when that happened. Made me feel like I wasn't worth this guys time.

"What?!" - Randomboy1994.

Another tear streamed down my cheek. Didn't he know it killed me to say that? Wait.. Kill... kill myself? Suicide? I thought about the idea. It seemed like a good escape. I mean, what was this life worth living anyway? I mean all I did was get bullied. No one actually cared about me. I reckon my mum wouldn't even notice if I died. The only person who would was Randomboy1994.

"I want to die :( " SMooresX.  I didn't know why I told him that, but I did.

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