The Boy

Sabby Moore is just an Australian girl. A girl that has a lot to deal with. She is constantly bullied and tormented, her mother is a drunk with abusive boyfriends and Sabby can't take it anymore. She starts to have suicidal thoughts. When everything seems to be getting worse and worse... she joins a website and begins talking to a boy. But when this boy reveals who he is, will Sabby believe him? Can he show her what it means to smile?

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7. I Can't

Sabbys POV 

I stood there in the bathroom, my phone beeping constantly. I didn't want to look at it. I didn't want to see his messages. They would just make me feel guilty. I didn't want to feel at all. The jar of pills rattle in my hand as I shake. I don't know why I was shaking. Tears cloud my vision and I can't focus properly. With trembling fingers, I manage to turn the cap on the small bottle. The white pills clank together as I shake more. I peer inside. Oh god. What was I doing? I take a few out and place them near my mouth. I risk a glance at my phone screen on the closed toilet lid. Tears splatter the floor as I try to read the message that lit up the screen.
"Don't! I need you SMooresX. You need me. There's nothing I wouldn't do to make you stop this. You're perfect. Don't change to please others. You don't need to. What other people say and think doesn't determine your worth. Please. There are not enough words or time in the universe for me to express to you how much it would kill me if you do this. Please." -Randomboy1994. 
I crumple to the cold tiles of the bathroom floor; folding in on myself. The pills drop too and I watch in pain as they scatter all over the floor. 

I still hadn't replied to his message. I know I should do. 
But I can't. 
I can't bring myself to do it.
What would I say?
I throw one of my textbooks at the wall, wincing at the loud sound it makes when it comes in contact with the plaster. Would anyone care? 

 

Molls x 

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