Insecurities turn brighter

I'm the one that sits at the front, but know one sees. I'm the one that talks, but know one listens. I'm the one that thinks, but know own understands. I'm michaela. My family call me miki. I have been called many things. There is a word for people like me. Insecure. But in a short future, it will all change when I go to London for end of year 12 celebration... And meet the one and only ONE DIRECTION!!!!!


32. Where's Alice?

Nialls POV

'Michaela Hope Buchholz, don't you ever fucking scare me like that again.' I said looking in her eyes. 'I missed you so much Ni.' She told me. I kissed her again and we where broken up by all the guys and girls walking in screaming 'OMG! YOUR AWAKE!' I covered Mikis ears. 'Guys! Your gonna scare her and she will go back into a coma and I sware to god I will beat the living crap out of you.' I told them in a calm yet horrifying voice before uncovering her ears. 'Sorry about that love. And why are you guys all here?' I asked confused. 'We wanted to check on her!' That's when Michaela said two words that killed everyone inside. 'Wheres Alice?' She asked cheerful and ful of hope on seeing her baby again. 'Ummm. Guys, can you wait outside?' They all nodded and headed out. 'Look Miki, I love you. You know that. Alice loves you. You know that.' She shook her head. 'Niall, no sweet talk, give me my fucking daughter' she said calmly. That voice of hers always scared me. 'Do you remember how she got taken to hospital for blood loss and all that?' I asked her. A tear slipped her eye and I wiped it away with my thumb. 'She didn't quite make it out.' I said carefully and slowly. 'What do you mean?' She asked. I heard her voice crack. 'Alice past earlier this morning.' I told her. At this she couldn't keep the tears out anymore. She cried and cried and cried and didn't stop. You know how in the movies, girls seem to cry themselves to sleep? Not Miki. She doesn't sleep. 

3 days later

mikis POV

i haven't slept a wink since Niall told me that... That... You know what. The guys took me home 2 days ago and I haven't let anyone in my room. Well, mine and Nialls room... But I don't want to see anyone. I just collapsed on the floor and kept crying. Every half hour I would hear feint knocks and Niall singing Little Things though the door, but I wouldn't listen. I heard Niall knocking on the door. 'Look miki, I miss you. I only just got you back and I don't want to let you go again. We can let go together. Mourn together! We'll get through this. I love you.' I just kept sobbing. 'I miss your warmth! I miss your kisses.' I didn't let him finish 'just go kiss Louis instead. That'll make EVERYTHING better!' I yelled at him. I heard him sigh. 'Ok. You talked to me. We're now making progress.' He said, more like he was trying to convince himself. I just laughed. Then covered my mouth straight away with both hands. 'I miss the way that you would do that. And the way you would bit your lip. And the way that you flip your hair. And the way that you would look into my eyes. But you see miki, here's the thing... I can't see your eyes. There's kinda a big piece of door in the way...' I laughed louder not hesitating this time. 'Im so jealous of you miki. I wish I could hug someone this sexy, but whenever I try, I go to hug them and I just go and hit the mirror.' I couldn't stop laughing at this.'just open the door. I can't lose you again.' At this I opened the door.

Nialls POV

at that, she opened the door. I went up, carried her bridal style to our bed and cuddled her on it for the rest of the day and we talked about Alice. She finally slept. 

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