Insecurities turn brighter

I'm the one that sits at the front, but know one sees. I'm the one that talks, but know one listens. I'm the one that thinks, but know own understands. I'm michaela. My family call me miki. I have been called many things. There is a word for people like me. Insecure. But in a short future, it will all change when I go to London for end of year 12 celebration... And meet the one and only ONE DIRECTION!!!!!


31. Ummm.. Chapter 31?

Nialls POV.

Stopped. That was it. She was dead. I couldn't stop crying and either could anyone else in the room. 'Im so sorry.' They all said before patting me on the back. Or something like that. I didn't take notice. I just gloomily walked out of the room after kissing my little girl on the head. One. Last. Time. Once I was back in the waiting room, I just collapsed on the floor. Literally. I couldn't stand. I went and had a look in Miki's room. She was there. So lonely. So cold. Practically lifeless. I slowly walked in her room and sat down and held her hand. 'Look, I need you. Please. Just please wake up. I can't do this alone.' I kissed her hand. That's when the beeping machine that measured her hand stopped. 'DOCTOR! SOMEONE!!! HELP!!!!! SHE'S NOT BREATHING!' Knowone came. But I wasn't gonna wait or lose her. S

i put one leg on either side of her and pumped strongly against her chest giving her CPR. I reached down and breathed into her mouth. Nothing. I kept pumping. 'SOMEONE!!! HURRY UP!' I didn't stop. I kept giving her CPR, not sure if it was working. 'Its ok, your gonna be fine, your gonna be fine. FOR GOD SAKES HURRY UP!!' I screamed while calming her lifeless body down. 'Just wake up. Please.' I started beating on her cheats and whispering Little Things in her ear. 'Just wake up.' I said while crying. That's when it started beeping again. I colapsed beside her. 'Thankyou. I said before kissing her cheek and whispering in her ear. 'Your not dying on me.' That's when the doctor came running into the room. 'I HEARD THERE WAS AN EMERGANCY!' I rolled my eyes and then went off at him. 'She was dead for half an hour! I gave her CPR for legit 30 minutes before she started breathing again. He looked astonished. 'I believe there is a job available for a doctor. How would you...' I didn't let him finish. 'I didn't go to medical school.' I said fast astonished. 'That can stay between us...' He said. I rolled my eyes. 'GET OUT!' He left in a rush. I payed next to her and stroked her hair. 'Your not dying today.' I said to her before singing all our songs in her ear. Liam walked in. 'NIALL! I WAS LOOKING EVERYWHERE FOR YOU! Come on. We got go home.' He said looking t me. 'No.' I said. 'What?' He questioned confused. 'No. I'm not leaving her. My daughter died and so did Miki. But long story, I gave her CPR for 30 minutes and she lived again, but seriously! The doctors here couldn't save her if they tried, but I know I can! And if I figured this out earlier, I probably could have saved Alice too.' He looked down at me. 'Look mate, I don't want to tell you this, but we have to go on tour. Tomorrow. And if u want this band to stay a band, I suggest you come with us.' He said before walking away. 'Look. Miki. I need you to wake up now. I'm not leaving you here asleep, but I need you to wake up. Please. I know it's hard, but just try. I need to go on tour. But I'm not leaving you here like this. Just open your eyes. Do something!' I told her. She moved her lips, so small that it was hard to see, but I saw it. I know I did. I came closed to her lips. 'Come on, say something!' I asked her. I started crying and giving up, but then I heard the faintest ever voice. The sweetest ever voice. Her voice. 'Kiss me.' I went down to her and kissed her passionately straight away without hesitation. And after a while, she kissed back. We sat up in the kiss and she was leaning against the bed head. We where both crying and I took me face away from hers to see her beautiful awake eyes and beautiful smile before leaning in again. 

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