Insecurities turn brighter

I'm the one that sits at the front, but know one sees. I'm the one that talks, but know one listens. I'm the one that thinks, but know own understands. I'm michaela. My family call me miki. I have been called many things. There is a word for people like me. Insecure. But in a short future, it will all change when I go to London for end of year 12 celebration... And meet the one and only ONE DIRECTION!!!!!


2. The hospital



we where just on our way to London, then out of know where,a scream. Not like a fangirl scream, but a painful scream. All of a sudden I was staring at a girl on the ground in pain with blood gushing out of her.i told Zayn and he was angry. I've never seen his eyes that black. I knew it was dangerous, anyone could have ripped me to shreds since there was no security there, but I couldn't help it. I ran over to her as fast as I could and then picked her up, instantly feeling the blood poor out onto my white polo shirt. But I don't care. 'Please, somebody, help!!' Know one answered, but girls got closer. All of a sudden, her eyes closed. Ohno.i couldn't let that happen to such a beautiful girl. Not anyone. I ran outside with the light body in my hand. I wasn't a very fast runner, but I had to try. I ran. I ran faster than I ever had before. To the nearest hospital it took me about 30 minutes. I was exhausted but I wasn't giving up. I ran into the hospital and screamed at the top of my lungs. 'HELP SHE NEEDS HELP!' Then a nurse came up to me with a stretcher and took her away. I tried to come with her but they wouldn't Lethe, they had to get security to get me to calm down. I can't believe how beautiful she was. Though she was so so skinny. I could fit my fingers around her rists quite easily. I was stuck in my thoughts when I saw the boys run into the hospital shouting my name. I went up, straight to Liam and cried into his shoulder. I was interrupted by someone coming up to the room and saying 'who is here for Michaela?' I was astonished that I didn't k ow her name.  But Harry quickly said we are. And held up a plain thicket with spots of blood on it. It had Michaela Buchholz written on it. Thank god. The doctor spoke. ' she will be ok. Hopefully. She is in a critical condition and may not remember anything for afew days, but you may come see her now.' We walked upto a door that said 207 on it and I opened it slowly and quietly I case she was sleeping. And she was. I went up to her and started to cry. I started to sing Little Things into her ear, and just as I finished my solo, the machine beeping in the background beeped faster. And her eyelids opened. I instantly  had  huge smile onmy face. She looked at me like I was insane, then realised she was in the hospital. She screamed as the beeping went faster. 'WHO ARE YOU? WHAT HAPPENED? WHERE AM I?' I didn't understand. Did she not know who she was? 'Im Niall Horan. You where on your way to the airport and one of our so called fans hit you in the side. Hard. I carried you here and ran. Then the boys came and they are all outside waiting to come see you. Can I ask you a question?' She nodded slowly. 'Do you know me? Or the band?'


MIki's POV

what is he talking about. I know I've heard his name before but I can't remember. So I shook my head. He looked upset. So I said 'maybe you could jog my memory'. He smiled and said 'boys,get in here' poking his head out the doom. The one in the blue stripey shirt said 'ITS ALIVE' like in the Frankenstein movie. Classic Louis moment. Wait up. Hold the phone. Oh hell no. That's One Direction!?!? 'Wait? Your one direction! Your Louis, your Harry, your Zayn, your Liam and your Niall! As in THE Niall. What the hell are you doing here? With me?' Niall just laughed. So did the other boys I guess, but his laugh stood put to me the most. It's like he didn't care what anyone thought of him, he just went out and laugh his loud chuckle he does. Wow. I guess I looked puzzled because Harry said 'what's wrong love?' I just ignored the question and asked again. 'Why are you here?' Why me? I'm nothing special. I didn't realise but right then, i threw my hands up in the air showing my cuts from my palms to my elbow. 'What the hell is that?' Yelled Niall while the others gasped. What is what. Niall came closer to me and I closed my eyes really tight because I didn't want to see there response. He held up my arm and dropped it down again the second he saw it. 'What happened? Why would you do that to yourself?' She started looking at me funny and opened her mouth to speak the hesitated. She finally spoke. 'Doesnt everyone cut themselves?' My heart broke into a zillion pieces right there and then. I think a tear was about to well up in my eye when Liam spoke.  'NO! IT'S NOT OK TO DO THAT TO YOURSELF!' 


Nialls POV

i couldn't believe it. She seriously didn't deserve it. She was so beautiful. 'Why are you so skinny' I found myself ask. She just stared at me with her mouth wide open. 'What the hello do you mean, is this what you do? Is this why you are here, to walk around in hospitals and tell people how beautiful they are just because they're insecure? I don't need your sympathy.' This time we where the ones with our mouthes hanging open. I couldn't believe it. She thought she was fat? I could see her bones poking out of her. She had wrists cut all the way to her elbow. Why. Why why why why. Then I saw her legs. Where these burns? I seared to god, I WILL help her. When all of a sudden the nurse came in.  'Im sorry to say this, but you need to go home. We can't keep you here anymore. You don't have insurance. You have an hour to be gone. 


Miki's POV

'WHAT? I HAVE KNOWWHERE TO GO?!?! I WAS SUPPOSED TO HO TO LONDON TODAY AND I MISSED MY FLIGHT?!!?.' 'I'm sorry' was all the nurse said before leaving. Bitch.'Stay with me!' Niall said. 



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