Insecurities turn brighter

I'm the one that sits at the front, but know one sees. I'm the one that talks, but know one listens. I'm the one that thinks, but know own understands. I'm michaela. My family call me miki. I have been called many things. There is a word for people like me. Insecure. But in a short future, it will all change when I go to London for end of year 12 celebration... And meet the one and only ONE DIRECTION!!!!!


15. The Great and Not So Great Times


It hurt. Not the cut. I'm used to that. The fact that he cheated on me. He got another girl pregnant. I'll never trust a guy again. For real this time. I stopped thinking when I heard Alice crying. My daughter. I wanted to hold her tight but I had blood all over me. I looked at Zayn. 'Zayn, will you please help her?' He paused. 'How long are we talking about?' He sensed my plan. 'Forever. I don't want to come back. I want you to be Alice's father figure. I don't want Niall to see her or me again. I'm leaving.' At that I stood up and washed my blood away to feel a pair of hands behind me grabbing my waist. I knew it was Niall because he sent shivers all over my body. 'Don't  leave. Please. I love you.' 'Save it Niall! You can't make me stay.' 



'Save it Niall! You can't make me stay.' Oh god. What did I do? Why did I have to fuck this up? There's only one thing I can do. It's risky, but the only way. I push her up against the wall and kiss her neck slowly and passionately. 'What about now?' I say between kisses. She shivers and I smile. 'You can't make me stay. You slapped me and swore at me and slept with another woman. How can I trust you?' She says. 'Because I live you.' At this she pulls away and starts to put her clothes in a suitcase. 'I can't do this.' She says. She walked out. 'Ill be back for my daughter when I don't live on the streets.' She walked out of what used to be our bedroom, now mine I guess, and I grabbed her wrists so she couldn't move. Then I yelled in her face. 'WHY CAN'T YOU TRUST ME? I LOVE YOU!' She cried and collapsed on the floor. I cuddled her in a ball while she cried in my shirt. I then whispered in her ear 'why won't you tell me?' She then looked up at me with puffy red eyes and spoke. 'Hayden' that's all she said. 'He was my boyfriend for 3 years. Then I found out that he slept with two girls while he was dating me. He did the exact same thing that you did then. Then he raped me. I always say to myself that I'm a virgin because I don't want to believe it myself. But I'm not.' I squeezed her tighter. 'Ill never hurt you.' I said in her ear. 'Thats what he said.' She said before getting up, wiping her tears and grabbing her suitcase. 'Miki, don't go! ' I screamed. I don't know what in gonna do. That's when I got a phone call from a blocked number. I answered it. 'Hello?' Then I heard Loren's voice. 'Niall, it's not yours. I'm really sorry.' I hung up and ran out the door and caught Miki getting into a cab. I followed the cab in my car until it reached a hotel. I followed her into the lobby and turned her around to face me. 'I just got a call from Loren and its not my baby!' I screamed. She slapped me and walked away into an elevator. I followed her into it. 'What was that!?!?' 'That was for fucking another girl!' I was shocked by her next action. I felt her lips on mine. 'And that was for coming back.' I grabbed her ass as she wrapped her legs around my waist and played with my hair. This was exactly how it was meant to be. Us. A perfect combination. 'I love you Niall James Horan' I smiled. 'I love you Michaela Hope Buchholz.' We where head over heals in our make out session when the elevator stopped and a family of 5 came in. Don't you hate those awkward elevator moments? I do. We pulled apart and then it came to our level. I picked her up bridal style and she talked to me staring int

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