Insecurities turn brighter

I'm the one that sits at the front, but know one sees. I'm the one that talks, but know one listens. I'm the one that thinks, but know own understands. I'm michaela. My family call me miki. I have been called many things. There is a word for people like me. Insecure. But in a short future, it will all change when I go to London for end of year 12 celebration... And meet the one and only ONE DIRECTION!!!!!

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46. Righteo Then You Fucking Psyco Bitch.

Miki POV

i can't lay here forever. Niall will be home soon. Do I get up and pretend that this never happened or do I show him that I'm useless without him? I get off my lazy ass and continue. I stood up with a massive pain in my lower region. I washed the blood from my writs and tiles. I then got dressed in just regular day time clothes as if nothing ever happened. I looked at myself in the mirror and hated the person staring back at me. I then put some make up on over that monster staring back at me and heard Nialls angelic voice. 'And we danced all night to the best song everrrrr!!!' He was singing as he opened the door. 'Honeeyyyy!!! IM HOOMMEEE!!!' He sung. I plastered a smile on my face and walked down stairs. I gave him the tightest ever hug as he wrapped his arms around me and dug his head in my neck. That's what makes Horan hugs so great. 'What did you do while I was gone?' He asked me as the guys walked down and caught up with Zayn. I sighed. 'Nothing. We had a great time.' I told him. He smiled. 'Thats great. Thanks Zayn.' He thanked. Zayn winksed at me. 'Any time.' He told him looking at me. 'Oh, Niall, I forgot, we have another appointment with our baby doctor.' I told Niall. 'When's this?' He asked scooping out the fridge. 'About half an hour.' I told him looking at my watch. 'Alright.' He grabbed an apple an threw it up and caught it. 'We better go now then.' He told me. We left about five minutes later.

30 minutes llater the doctor put cold hell on my stomach while Niall was holding my hand. He then moved this devise around and showed us out tiny tiny tiny baby on the moniter. Niall held my hand tighter. 'Alright, do you wanna know the sex?' He asked looking at Niall. He looked at me. 'I do.' I told Niall. 'Alright. Yes please doc.' He shuffled the devise around a bit more. 'It is a... Girl!' He told me. I looked at Niall. 'Its a girl Niall!!!' I told him. He hugged me. 'Alright, so now that you've reached the second trimester, there's some new rules, especially since your babies disability.' 'Lay it on us.' I told him. 'No medication ok? That's the biggy. The next rule, absolutely no intercourse. Three. Eat three full meals a day. No more, no less. You should start to threw up less now so that's good and I can't stress enough how you can not have intercourse ok?' He told us. I looked at Niall. 'Niall do you know what intercourse is?' I asked seriously. 'Not a clue.' He told me nodding. 'We can't have sex.' His eyes popped out of his head. 'What?!?!' He looked sad. It was really funny. I laughed. 'Niall, come on!' I begged him. 'Alright so your right to go now.' Niall carried me to the car. Cause he's just that cool.  'Niall you know you can go another 6 months without sex right?' I laughed when we where in the car. 'But I don't wwaaannnttt ttooooo!!' He carried on like a child. 'Niall, It's for our baby girl.' He looked at me. 'Alright. Lets do it together,' he told me, I smiled. He has no idea what iv got planne for his birthday though. His birthdays in four months and hell forget all about sex by then.

four months later.

Today is Nialls birthday and it is going to be epic! I'm making him breakfast at the moment but we're going out tonight. Everyone. Zayn, Louis, angel, Harry, jazzy, Darcy, Liam and well, everyone. I haven't told the boys but the girls helped me organize the whole thing! I had 7 pieces of bacon, 9 eggs, 4 perri perri chicken burgers, a cup of orange juice, 6 sausages and 13 apple bites with whipped cream and tomato sauce all on a tray perfectly fitting with a yellow napkin. I walked it into 

 

the bunkbed room (yeah, we're still on tour) and put the tray on the bed side table. I didn't want to wake Niall up so I went into the stuffy and got some paper and tooth Picks an coloured pens and pencils. I made 20 mini Irish flags and put the in all the foods on the tray so he wasn't home sick. By then it was about time for him to wake up so he didn't miss ALL of his birthday. I went over to him with my now big belly and kissed him cheek passionately. He then turned so I was kissing his lips and pulled me on top of Him. We where kissing passionately when I thought it was a good time to stop before it got heated. I pulled away. 'happy birthday baby.' I told him. He sighed. 'Just a little birthday sex?' he asked pleadingly. 'niall. No birthday sex.' I climbed on top of him. 'however, birthday breakfast, is a must on a special occasion.' I told him grabbing his breakfast tray for him. 'with 20 Irish flags for my 20 year old boyfriend.' I kissed his cheek a he sat up an put he tray on his lap. 'this is so cool! I would have never had thought of this, this is amazing. Thankyou so much.' he told me. 'aawweeee... Still no birthday sex.' I told him. 'worth a shot.' he shrugged. I layed in his bunk next to him as he finished his breakfast. And u mean ALL of his breakfast. He rubbed his stomach and wined. 'don't tell me, Niall horan... Is... FULL?!?!' I asked faked shocked. He chuckled. 'so what plans have we got today?' he asked me. 'nothing special.' i lied. He looked blankly at me. 'you liar.' he smiled as he saw right through me. I giggled. 'you'll have to wait and see.' I told him. 'what time is it?' he asked me. I looked at the clock. '3pm.' I told him. 'I love you so much for letting me sleep in this long.' he told me. I giggled again and kissed his lips. 'I love you too baby.' I told him. We then got up and saw the rest of the boys... Omg. They can't be. 'what are you doing?!?!' I asked horrified of what lay before me. 'playing.' they told me. 'with...' I continued for them. 'I don't really know.' Liam finished. 'guys, those are pads.' I told them. They looked at eachother and I laughed at them. They had pads stuck to their soothes, faces an all over the walls. I took a photo on my phone and texted it to the girls. They should be here soon for Nialls birthday surprise. Hehehe. 'what are pads?' Harry asked. 'oh my god, seriously?!?!' I asked eyes popping out of my head. 'ok, as soon as the girls get here, up guys are having a sex Ed lesson.' I told them. Niall was about to say something when I interrupted him. 'A THEORY sex Ed lesson!' I corrected. He looked at the ground. This is just depressing. I then heard a knock at the door and it was all of the girls! They all came in one car. Jazzy and Harry caught up as well as zayn and Becky an angel and Louis. Oh, and Darcy and Harry. She's so cute now! I can't wait to have my own again. The girls then took a look around and saw pads everywhere and on the boys. 'ummmm... WHAT THE FUCK?!?!' angel asked. 'ok, so I came out to this and i asked what they where doing playing with pads and they asked what where pads so I figure we could have a bit of a sex Ed lesson since we have to live with this torture called periods.' I told the girls. They laughed. 'OH MY GOD! I HAVE THE PERFECT THING!!!' jazz told the girls to follow her while the boys cleaned up. We followed jazz into the bunk rooms and she pulled out a bag label 'party crazy shit' and pulled out none other than a blow up vagina costume. We all laughed. 'ok so I bought this for miki since it's Nialls birthday so it's perfect!' she explained. We all took turns blowing it up and 30 minutes later, I was wearing a vagina. All if the girls where wearing different coloured or panties and bras and we all walked out. All of the boys where sitting down and we all walked out. The boys eyes popped out of their heads and they all looks turns on. 'this is a vagina.' Becky explained. 'no shit.' zayn laughed. 'shut up zayn or you wont be getting to see one in a while.' she added. 'burn!' the boys screamed. 'babies are growing here.' they pointed to the womb. 'and when there's no baby here, the blood and gunk that was protecting the baby leaks out of the vagina.' we explained. 'and when it does, girls use those pads you where playing with earlier, to mak it bleed onto so they don't get blood stains on their pants.' we pleasantly pointed out to them. 'that is fucked up.' they said. After another freaking HOUR of questions, it mainly turned into a practical sex Ed lesson for most of us. Exept Niall and me. He was being nice and respectful. I took off my vagina costume and we just sat on the couch and kissed. It was great. Before we knew it, it was 6 o clock and we had to start getting ready. Since the boys didn't know what they where into, we had to pick clothes for them. I am actually really exited to see their reactions. It's deffinetly never been done before. We where all ready by 7:30 (hey, beautiful takes time!) and we headed off with me driving. When we pulled up the boys faces where priceless. 'so, this is where your taking me for my birthday?' Niall asked as we pulled up outside the strip club. 'absoloutley.' I til him laughing. He kisses me passionately. 'I love you.' then he ran outside of the car and literally ran into the club with the boys following running and us walking behind. We do wanna keep an eye on them. We hired out the venue so it was just the boys and a bunch if strippers. And us in the back watching their every move. Their faces when they where getting lap dances, priceless! They kept looking back at us as if they where scared we wouldn't approve with another girls boobs being flashed infront of their faces. It was hilarious! I could tell Niall was loving finally getting some sexual attention since it had been four months! But I could tell that he also wished it was me and that was really sweet. All of the guys ended up getting totally wasted! It was a great night. I drove back to the bus and we put all of the boy to bed after a massive massive massive night out. Did I mention Nialls 9 story cake? He really likes cake...

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