Insecurities turn brighter

I'm the one that sits at the front, but know one sees. I'm the one that talks, but know one listens. I'm the one that thinks, but know own understands. I'm michaela. My family call me miki. I have been called many things. There is a word for people like me. Insecure. But in a short future, it will all change when I go to London for end of year 12 celebration... And meet the one and only ONE DIRECTION!!!!!

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24. Never or Forever?

MIKIS POV

I woke up screaming from the worst dream. Hang on, it wasn't a dream. I left Niall. I'm in this crummy hotel room. And what a surprise, I woke up Alice from screaming. I just cradled her in my arms for a bit. Well, one arm since, oh yeah, NIALL BROKE MY OTHER!!! Hmmm. I sighed. Why couldn't things just have stayed the same. Silent tears kept falling down my face until I realised I have no option. I need to go back home. To Australia. I'm obviously not welcome here. I put Alice in her car seat, she was about 8 months old now. Big girl. All grown up. I wish she would stay little forever. We drove off to my old house, where Niall and I had so many good times together, where he probably is now. Where jazzy and Becky,and angel are now. I can't leave all the people I love can I? Yes I can. They don't love me back obviously. I walked in with my spare key and Alice in one arm. My only good arm. And stormed into Nialls room. I got out my suit case and packed everything I owned into it. It wasn't a big suitcase, but most things smelt like Niall and I didn't want to remember him. So I only packed the necessaries. I was followed out by Niall. The man I used to love. 'Look miki, where are you going?' I didn't answer. That's when he grabbed my wrist really tightly making me nearly drop Alice before he grabbed her and put her on the ground with the hand that wasn't holding mine. 'Look, I'm not going to ask again, where are you GOING?!?!' I teared up. 'To Australia.' I almost whispered not being able to speak from the tears. Then he let go of me and picked Alice up. 'Fine. Bye.' I rolled my eyes. 'Niall, I am taking my daughter.' He looked at me with threatening eyes. 'She is staying with me.' He said in a low tone but slowly and warning fully. 'Niall, give me Alice.' At this point, all the boys and Becky, angel and jazzy where in the room. Louis stepped in between us. 'Guys, I'm sure we can sort this out.' I went off at Niall then. 'YOU BREAK MY ARM! YOU PUSH ME AND YOU TREAT ME TOO ROUGH! I AM NOT LEAVING MY OWN DAUGHTER TO A MAN WHI CAN'T EVEN CONTROL HIMSELF!'. At this Niall handed Alice to Zayn and slapped me. Harder than ever. I felt blood gushing down my cheek. Then everyone realised it was a great time to step in so Zayn handed Alice to me while the rest of the boys pushed Niall back and the girls helped me with my luggage. 'Im so sorry you have to go miki. I can't come with you though. We are all happy here. Where are you gonna go? Your mum will find you if u go back to your house.' I didn't know how to answer. 'Anywhere but here. When Niall sorta himself out, tell him to call me. And that I love him.' With that, I drove away. Never to come back again.

*SKIP PLANE RIDE*

i was just getting off of the plane when I received a text from Niall. 

Irish Lover <3

Turn Around..

Miki

 

i was confused. Until I turned around. I saw Niall holding a bouquet of probably like 100 pure red roses. I was speechless. He was in a tux. Kneeling in front of me. 'Miki, that was all a plan. I knew I could get you to come back here. To this same exact spot where I first saw you. Where I first loved you.  I love you more than life itself. Will you please marry and become Michaela Hope Horan?' I nodded speechless and he picked me up and spun me around. Then he slid the most beautiful silver diamond ring onto my manage finger. I love Niall James Horan. That's when he broke the silence. 'Hey miki, I was thinking, since we're here in Australia... Maybe we could stay here for a while. Your mums in jail and she won't know we're there, so we can go to your house and I can see your room and how you lived back then.' She nodded. Then we drove to her old house in a rental car.

*SKIP CAR RIDE*

Niall picked me up bridal style and carried me into my old house to be greated by my very skinny dog coming up and licking Nialls feet. He loves people. He would never bark, always greet instead. I hopped down from Niall and picked him up. 'Sausage! I missed you! Niall, he was my puppy when I was little! I can't believe he's still alive! I totally forgot about him! I wonder when he'd been fed last!?!?' Is went into the cupboard and found.... Nothing. Fridge.... Nothing. Great. Note the sarcasm. I went into my old room with Niall not too far behind. I quickly went into my cupboard and pulled out a little stash I would always keep for him when he slept with me. I gave him dog treats and dog food while hugging him. Niall broke the silence. 'Do you want him to come with us when we go back to England?' I nodded happily that I had my best friend back! Then Niall looked around my bedroom. 'WOW!' He said amazed. 'You really love 1D don't you!' He asked. Crap! The posters! 'In my defence, I haven't been here since I met you!' He laughed. 'Did you used to kiss your giant Niall poster?' He said in A mocking voice. I just looked at the ground embarrassed. 'Well you don't have to now!' He said before we had a mini make out session. Then he gently laid me on the bed. 'WOW!' He screamed mid make out. He looked totally freaked. 'What is it now drama boy?' I asked. 'You have a one direction bed spread? So u used to like, sleep with me? Sorta?' I was so embarrassed I blushed. Know one ever makes me blush! 'You must be a fortune teller if u thought we where gonna sleep together, cause guess what?' He said before making out with me, yet again, on-top of himself.  And I guess you know what happened next...

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