Insecurities turn brighter

I'm the one that sits at the front, but know one sees. I'm the one that talks, but know one listens. I'm the one that thinks, but know own understands. I'm michaela. My family call me miki. I have been called many things. There is a word for people like me. Insecure. But in a short future, it will all change when I go to London for end of year 12 celebration... And meet the one and only ONE DIRECTION!!!!!


28. Just not in love


i just left the hospital to see what was keeping Niall and if he was ok. He left two hours ago and said he just wanted to take a two minute shower to get away from the hospital. He's really depressed since Alice went into hospital a day ago now. I was fumbling with the keys at the front door. When I stepped inside, my heart broke. He was making out with another girl! Man whore. Not only making out, but shirtless!!! Both if them! Then I looked up again, and I saw... The slut he was making out with... Was LOUIS TOMMO TOMLINSON!!!!!! I throw my engagement at Niall to get his attention. He looked up at me worrily. 'Shit. Miki I...' I walked out and quickly close the door in his face. I hope I broke his nose. 'I HATE YOU NIALL HORAN' I screame through the door. I got in my car an drove away. I don't know where. They say that if u don't know where to go, just drive and your heart will drive for you.  Well, I was thinking this and I noticed that it took me to a grosry shop down south. I walked in and there was a massive sign which read 'Sale on razors! 3 for 1!' So that's what my heart wants. To stop beating. I walked out with a packet of razors and a tear threatening to escape. I walked into the door of the house and walked straight past Niall and Louis making out and tried to head to the bathroom. They both looked at me and then the sharp objects in my hands. So I started to run and once again, slamme the door in Nialls face. Then I cut myself. I screamed from the pain and the doors hinges broke down destroying the only thing keeping me and Niall apart. He came close to me and I backed away. 'Stop or I'll do it' he looked strangely at me. 'You already did. What are you gonna do?' Cue the water works. 'Ill fo it deeper.' 'Miki, please!' That's when I did it. I didn't mean to. I slipped stepping backwards and I hit my head on the towel rack before landing with the blade under me. 

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