Insecurities turn brighter

I'm the one that sits at the front, but know one sees. I'm the one that talks, but know one listens. I'm the one that thinks, but know own understands. I'm michaela. My family call me miki. I have been called many things. There is a word for people like me. Insecure. But in a short future, it will all change when I go to London for end of year 12 celebration... And meet the one and only ONE DIRECTION!!!!!


23. Good guys turn bad


I can't believe I'm pregnant. The worst part, I don't know if its Harry's. it could be Nialls or Liam's or Harry's. I don't know what I'm gonna do. Then Harry walked in and saw tears threatening to fall down my pale skin. 'Jazzy, are you?' Then he took the stick from my hand and read it. 'Jazzy! Your pregnant! What's wrong? This is great! I'm a dad! Your a mum!' Poor Harry. Why was I such a slut. What if its Nialls? Miki is going to KILL me!!! What if its Liam's? Harry will be devastated! I don't know what to do. So I buried my face into my hands and cried. I didn't know how to tell him. So I didn't. 'When do we tell everyone?' He asked obviously exited. 'Those are tears of joy right?' He asked. 'Yeh! I'm so exited! Lets tell them now.' I said trying to look happy. I wiped my tears and went down stairs with Harry's fingers intertwined along with mine. 'Guys, Jazzy has something to tell you...' Everyone was staring at me with worried expressions because they could all probably tell I had been crying. 'Well, I'm pregnant!' I screamed happy. There was one hour of hugs and congrats afterwards when Niall pulled me aside. 'Who's is it? Jazzy, it isn't mine is it?' I didn't know how to answer. 'I don't know.' I Sid honestly. He told me something next that was quite disturbing. 'Look Jazzy, we are finding out if its mine tomorrow and if it is, it is getting out of there ok? I don't need miki finding out ok? So shut up about it and ill sneak u out tomorrow.' Then he walked away. Harsh. Then right on que, Liam walked up to me. 'It isn't mine is it? And Harry doesn't need to know right? I like my face. I would appreciate it if it stayed like this' he said waving his hand I front of his face gesturing to his face. 'I don't know who's it is ok? I started crying in his shirt then getting mascara on his polo. 'Look, honestly, it could be Nialls to. So he is taking me to the doctors tomorrow and if it is his...' I couldn't finish. 'He's gonna kill it if its his isn't he?' Liam said. I just nodded too upset and trying to hide it. I then walked up to my bedroom and fell asleep.



i walked over to Niall after Jazzy went up to sleep. I understand. Pregnancy is tiering. I whispered in his ear seductivley. 'So I was thinking, if you wanted, you could finally get that little break you wanted earlier.' I licked my lips and he bit his. Then with no warning he picked me up over his shoulder and ran as fast as he could to our room throwing me on the bed. That's when I fell off. And being clumsy me, broke my arm and bruised my ribs. I was being driven to hospital by Niall and he was apologising the whole way. 'Niall, its not your fault that you can't keep it in your pants. I'm just too damn sexy.' I said trying to make him laugh. Didn't work. He just kept staring at my arm. It was honestly disgusting. And it hurt to sit because of my ribs. When we got to the hospital, it turned out that I also, clumsy me, happened to break my ribs. Fantastic. Note the sarcasm. I really am angry at Niall at the moment. I aware he's just too rough some times. I share he almost killed me last time we had sex. And a week ago when we where showering, he pushed me into the wall of the shower so hard that its still bruised today. I was at home after spending 6 hours at the hospital and in bed with Niall. That's when he climbed on top of me when I was just about asleep. 'OUCH! NIALL WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!?!' I screamed out in pain. 'Well, I thought we could finally catch that break.,,' he said licking his lips. 'Niall, are you fucking me right now?' I said outraged. 'No, but I'd like to be!' He said grinning cheekily. I rolled my eyes and pushed him off of me. 'GOOD NIGHT NIALL!!!' I screamed at him while storming out of the door heading to the couch. I can't believe him. First he breaks my bones, then he tries to fuck me while I'm in so much pain? And of course, that's when Alice started crying. I grabbed her and her clothes and stormed out of the door to a hotel where we spent the night. Anywheres better then that hell hole! 


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