Insecurities turn brighter

I'm the one that sits at the front, but know one sees. I'm the one that talks, but know one listens. I'm the one that thinks, but know own understands. I'm michaela. My family call me miki. I have been called many things. There is a word for people like me. Insecure. But in a short future, it will all change when I go to London for end of year 12 celebration... And meet the one and only ONE DIRECTION!!!!!


35. Dead End

Louis POV

i can't believe Niall. I mean, What the fuck?!?! I was so disappointed in him. Why would he do this? I had a feeling it was the bands fault though. And if its not, I'm sure it's not helping. 'Guys!' I said as I entered the kitchen where everyone else was. 'Im quitting One Direction.' I told them. They all looked at me either like I was insane or like I was saying a joke. Liam spoke up after the silence. 'Whats up Louis?' I opened my mouth to speak when Niall came from behind me and grabbed me back to have a personal conversation. He had a bandana around his slit wrist. 'You can't tell them about this.' He told me. 'No. Of course not. That's all your job.' I told him. I walked away before he could say anything else. 'Guys! Niall has something to say!' I told them still trying so hard not to cry. Niall walked up nervous. 'Ummm. I have nothing to say.' He said looking at me. 'If you don't tell them the paps will find out first.' I reminded him. He just looked down at the ground obviously ashamed. He untied his bandana from around his wrist slowly and dropped it so the cuts where in clear view. All the guys gasped and started tearing up. 'I don't see what the problem is! It's not like I'm killing myself!' He said in defence. 'You know who you sound like Niall? miki. And you remember what that was like? It was hard for her. It was hard for you. Don't put us though that.' I told him. 'Its not a problem though!' His voice got louder. 'Well what if we told miki.' Harry added. Niall started crying now. 'Please don't.' He nearly whispered. We all had a big group bear hug. 'I don't want to be in One Direction because look what it's doing to us. Yeah, we had a good run, but its literally hurting and harming us now. Maybe its time to start living.' Everyone looked so sad after I said that. 'We aren't living. Everyday we are just dying. It's about time we live. Do what we want. Be kids while we can. Be real people.' I spoke up. I'm generally very good at speeches. 'But, I don't want it to end.' Zayn said. Everyone nodded. 'Yes, but obviously some of us do.' I answered Zayn looking at Niall. Everyone did. 'Im not feeling it anymore guys. The way management gets people to rite our songs, how they turn my mike off when I'm singing, when we have to ask them about each and everything we do and say, even on twitter when they check what we write before we post it. It's not like it should be. I miss having a family life guys. You gotta understand that.' Niall told everyone. 'But... I thought we, where, family...' Harry said. 

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