Flummoxed Enchantment

The Sequel to 'Resplendent Enchantment'.


20. Blue Eyes

Alex's POV-
"WHY SHOULD I STOP?" He harshly turned around and in his soft, blue eyes, all I could read was anger. Pain. Distraught. 
"Please.." I almost whispered. I was scared, still scared from before but even more now. I've never seen him like this. "I don't want either of you to be hurt.." 
"He, he deserves to be hurt. What did he do to you?!" I stood there silent for a second shaking me head. "Well..?" 
"Nothing! He did.. nothing." 
"You're lying to me." 
"I'm not I swear! I got away before he could even touch me." 
"He didn't touch you? Not even kiss or undress you?" 
"No. Well.. he.. undressed me sort of." 
"Thank you for not lying. And I'm sorry for beating up Steve this bad, I thought he had touched you because when I got here your clothes were on the floor and.." 
"It's okay."  I shyly smiled, loosing all my fear. "Thank you." 

We managed to find our way out and called a doctor for Steve. The car ride home was so relieving, driving past the park Harry abandoned me at gave me an odd feeling. A feeling of happiness that I'll finally being home soon after that extreme encounter with Steve. 
"Thank you, again.. Niall.. for coming." 
"Anything for my bes- um, for you. Anything for you." He half smiled. 
"Not.. bestie?" I was sad Niall refused to call me his bestie. I knew he didn't want to talk about it so I left that subject untouched. "How'd you get here so quickly? It's like a 10 hour drive here and you got here in maybe 5.. plus Harry would've had another 9 hour drive and you couldn't have known I was here." 
"Alex, it's been two days." 
"What?! Two days?!" 
"Yeah. I ran into Harry yesterday at the shops not realizing you guys were back. I asked him where you were and he had no idea. I eventually got it out of him that something happened an he just left you at a park.. dick head. And well, no one had seen you so my guy feeling was that you were still at the park and something was wrong." 
"I just can't believe it's been two days. I remember getting knocked out.." I felt my face and felt a small cut from where Steve had hit me, "and I woke up not long after." 
"You must've been knocked out for almost two whole days if you only woke up today, Alex." 

I fell asleep in the car and 10 short hours later, approximately 1 o' clock in the morning, we arrived back to my place. Niall had walked me in because I felt sick, mainly due to the fact that I had been passed out whist I was trapped with Steve. I don't know what could have happened. 
"I'll see you later, Alex." Niall wasn't talking to me the same. He sounded different, his presence felt different. He didn't feel like Niall. 
"Niall wait." I called before he walked off, "Stay here for the night.. please?" 
"I should get home.." 
"Is Sarah over?" 
"Oh, okay. C'ya later Nialler?" It was a hopeful question. I wanted to see Niall later, not who ever this guy was. 
"Maybe.." He mumbled loud and clear enough for me to understand.  

Niall's POV- 
I lied to Alex about Sarah being over to prevent sleeping over hers. Obviously I really wanted to, but I couldn't. I knew she could tell.. I knew she could sense something was wrong. Everything. Everything is wrong. I need Alex back in my life but I'm not sure if doing so is going to make me happy or emotionally depressed. I don't want anything to go wrong between us and we don't end up together; I won't be able to handle it! How do I just tell her? Tell her everything? I want to open up my heart to her and give her everything I have but it's.. too hard. I've never felt like this before about anyone in my life and I both love and hate the feeling at the same time. 
Text. I'm going to text her. These emotions and thoughts that are trapped inside my mind, I can't deal with them anymore. I need to tell her. But face to face is too hard for me right now, and I'm sure I'll be more confident in my words if I text her. I decided to start it off as a note before I texted her, so everything I said was perfect and from my heart. 

My best friend, my everything. I'm sorry. About our last phone call. Every single second of it, I'm sorry. You poured your heart out to me and I didn't handle the situation properly. I shouldn't have hung up on you, I should've called back or something.. but I didn't. And now, I want to ask if you could take the time to read this. Please. You don't have to if you don't want to.. but, please? Besties? 
Alex I am in love with you. So much. To the extent of you living in my head 24 hours a day. Everything you do is so majestic and you're perfect. I love the way you laugh at my pity jokes, the way you encourage me to be a better me, the way you treat people with respect although a lot of people are assholes to you. I love how your hair gently flows in the wind leaving behind a smooth vanilla scent, I love the way you play with my hair and skin so delicately it gives me goosebumps, I love the way your eyes sparkle in the darkest of rooms and I love the way you give people second chances. Even me. If you're reading this, thank you. Alex I love you. More than you'll ever know. You're a princess and deserve the best. 
I feel so bad about what I did to you. I could never forgive myself for making you cry, for making you fight with Harry and making him leave you. I could never forgive myself for you having to turn to Steve and if he touched you, I would probably have committed a first degree murder. Alex I felt so bad about our last phone call, I thought I lost you. I thought I lost us. I went into a state of depression and I just drank. I drank the pain away. I was so close to self harming but I remembered, I remembered we made a promise that we would never EVER self harm. Because if one of us did, the other one had to. Remember this? I couldn't hurt you. And I know you couldn't hurt me. That's why we made that promise, to keep each other safe. 
Alex I love you more than life itself and I always have, always will. Right now, I'm asking not begging, just asking for your forgiveness. I don't want to beg because I feel like I'll be forcing you to forgive me. I want you to forgive me on your own terms. 
Alex, would you be my princess? My girlfriend? So I could cherish you forever? 

I teared up while writing. I had finally had all my thoughts and emotions typed out as a note. I inhaled and exhaled calmly. Should I send this? Breath in.. breath out. I can do this. I can't do this. I can do this. I can't.. 

*delete note* 

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