Best friends brother

Do you have a crush on you best friends brother? If so you know exactly how I feel if not then you have no idea what I'm feeling.should I tell him? How would he react? Will it ruin mine and my best friends friendship? What should I do?


27. The funeral

Isabella's p.o.v ***1 week later*** "Babe. Wake up" I heard justin say caressing my cheek. I sat up, probably looking like a monster. I wiped my eyes, bringing mascara off with it. "Come on" he said helping me up. He hugged me again. "I'm gonna help you get through this." He said kissing my cheek. We pulled apart and I muttered "I just want to get this over and done with" I sighed and walked into the bathroom. I looked in the mirror. I hated what I saw in it. I hate myself. I'm a monster. When I did that to Selena I did it out of hate and anger but I realised I took it a little to far. I sighed again. Justin hugged me from behind. "I seriously want you to know how much I love you" he whispered. I just stayed silent. He sighed. I grabbed some wipes and cleaned my make up off my face. Shortly after I placed different types of mascara on and added on some eyeliner. I made my face look good enough. Then I placed my hair in a tight high pony tail. After finishing my hair I walked back onto the bedroom. I shuffled over to the wardrobe and grabbed my black dress. Justin grabbed a black tuxedo. I sniffled. I slid off my pyjamas and got into the dress. I hated my body. I hated my face. I hated everything and everything was shown in this dress. It was slightly longer then knee length. I grabbed a black side purse and wore black flats. I blinked back my tears. I sighed again. "Thank you" I whispered. "For everything. For being with me through all of this. I needed you and you were there for me" I paused turning around to face him. "And I love you so much." I flipped my hair away from my face. I looked into his eyes and he looked into mine. We both walked forward, meeting halfway. "I love you too. I promise to always be here" he paused. He caressed my cheek with his thumb. "Forever" he whispered. "Forever" I whispered back. I went on my tiptoes and wrapped my arms around his neck. He wrapped his arms around my waist. We hugged for a short moment. "Let's do this" I said looking at his black supras. I turned to the door and we walked to the front door. The black car was there with flowers. Justin held my hand and I got inside his car. He drove us to the place where everything was going to happen. I had invited all of my mums friends and some of the family I had found. **skip to the end** We were qt the graveyard and my mascara was most likely smeared and all my lashes were stuck together. Justin was next to me this entire service. I was standing right next to the coffin which was now in the ground. A single tear rolled down my cheek. Justin held onto my hand tight. All of my mothers friends had come up to me telling me how sorry they are that this had to happen. I hadn't spoke a single word to any of them. I just stared at my mothers lifeless body. Another 3 women approached me so I said "Can you please just leave me alone. I'm not trying to be rude but please." They nodded an walked. "If you want I can give you some privacy" he whispered. Justin's pov "No. Please don't leave me." She said making my heart break. I nodded and squeezed her hand tighter. "At some point I always knew I would lose her but I never thought it would happen so soon and now that it's happen so quickly I just..." She broke into tears. There was nothing I could do apart from hold her in my arms. I felt a huge wet patch forming against my shoulder. I held her close to me. 15 minutes past. "Come on" she sniffled interlacing our hands. "Let's go" by now everybody was gone. We walked over to my car. I got it and drove to the house. I grabbed my keys, opened the car then walked inside. After Isabella walked inside I closed the door. She took her shoes off then walked upstairs. I followed her up. Then she crawled into the bed fully clothed. I took my shoes off then crawled in next to her. "I just want you to be happy." I whispered. She moved closer to me and pecked my nose. Then she cuddled up to me. She put her legs in between mine. This moment couldn't be anymore perfect. Isabella's pov I woke up and Justin was still asleep. He looked so perfect. I didn't want to do this but I had to. I didn't want to leave him. I sighed quietly then walked up into my bedroom. I went under my bed and grabbed the rope. I grabbed my chair and placed it under the ceiling fan. I stood on the chair and tied the rope against the base. I held onto the remote. I kicked the chair and switched on the ceiling fan. The remote fell from my hand. Then I immediately blanked out. Justin's pov I woke up and stretched. Isabella wasn't next to me. I stood up and went downstairs. No sign of her. "Isabella!" I shouted. No reply. I walked back upstairs to her room and opened the door. There she was, the love of my life. Swinging from a ceiling fan. I grabbed the remote and switched off the fan. I grabbed the chair, stood on it and pulled the rope off her neck. She fell against me. I held her bridal style and sat down on the floor against the wall. I rested her head on my lap. I gently caressed he cheek. "Isabella babe come on. You can't die on me." I kissed her gently, giving her oxygen. Tears fell from my cheeks, landing onto hers. "Please" I whispered. I felt her chest, it was very faintly moving up and down. I bent down and tried to breath more air into her. "Please baby" I whispered. Her hand grabbed onto my tshirt into a little fist. Then she sat up coughing. I waited till she stopped. "Why would you try and kill yourself?" I said stroking her hair. "You said you wanted me to be happy" she muttered. She repositioned herself so her legs were either side of me. She was basically on her knees. I cried slightly into her shoulder. "Please promise me to NEVER. And I mean never do that again. Never try to kill yourself again." I said removing my face to look at her. "Look me in the eyes and promise me" I finished. Slowly she looked into my eyes and said "I promise you" then she hugged me. I hugged back. "Now. Are you okay? Does your neck hurt?" I asked. She shook her head and said "no. I'm fine"I nodded. I hugged her one last time and said "everything will work out for us. We'll be happy in the end" I felt her slightly smile. Okay I just realise I had put the chapters on wrong and forgot this chapter. I'm so sorry but here it is. And I apologise for its length
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