Paper Planes {One Direction}

Esther Bane was a completely normal human being, and a beautiful young teenage girl, until the day of the tragedy. The day changed her in the blink of an eye, and she soon found herself in support group once a week, trying to wake up from her nightmare of what happened that night in London. The night of the murder. The night of the nightmare, that kept hunting her night after night. Though Esther does have one happy thing left in her life, and his name is Harry Styles.
*Male lead bears no/very little likeness to the real Harry Styles apart from appearance*
[One Direction non famous]


13. Seal it with a kiss

“Are you up for this fight Esther?”

“I don’t think I can make it…”

“Of course you can do it!”

“Let’s start with the speak this Saturday. That’s one step to take.”

“But I don’t know what to say?”

“Tell them what you feel, what’s going on inside of your head.”

We worked the entire afternoon to finish the speech. It was hard work and I wanted to give up every five seconds but Harry told me to keep on fighting.

“C’mon love it’s time for dinner.”

He wrapped his arms around me as I got up from the chair. He saw how I was already shaking from the thought of filling my body with food in front of all of these people, even though I had been feeling complete happiness today.

“Esther don’t be scared. You can do this. I believe in you. Where are your pills?”

“In my bag.”

I was crying now, it was hard fighting this, but I wanted to and Harry was the only one who could make me do it right now.

He came back with the two small pills and a glass of water a couple of seconds later. He smiled at me as he held them up in front of me. I looked at them, shaking all over my body and scared about what was going to happen when I actually took them. I knew they would make me hungry and able to keep the food inside and that was exactly what I was scared of.

“Come on.”

He encouraged me as he had never done before, but I just couldn’t take them. I was scared.

“Open your mouth.”

He smiled at me as his voice spoke softly and I obeyed to his orders as he placed the small pills on my tongue and helped me with the water, all while our eyes were connected with a certain magic I had never felt between him and I before.

He wiped away the water on my upper lip with his thumb as I finished.

“See it wasn’t that bad after all.”

He kept staring down into my eyes, standing really close to me and making sure I kept focusing on him. I don’t know what was going on between us, but it made my heart race and I become nervous by the thought of having him this close to me. It was a strange feeling, yet somehow I liked it and felt safe, but he was still acting different from what he used to.  I looked into the calm emerald green eyes and found my saviour. Again the feeling of happiness spread all across my body and I wrapped my hands around his neck as I hid my face in his shoulder.

“What is it?”

“I’m happy, I can only feel happiness and safe right now. It’s calming me.”

“I said I could help you.”

He tipped my chin up so I could look into his eyes again there were sparks all around us and for some reason I felt loved and cared about a lot. Like his entire universe would disappear if I did the same or didn’t care for him back.

My look changed to nervous as his suddenly became serious and he brought his face closer to mine cuddling his face in my neck and placing kisses over it, like I was the only thing that mattered. The feeling I hadn’t felt since my first boyfriend had loved me like I once deserved to be loved.

My neck fell back giving him more space. The feeling I had missed suddenly filled me and all the things from when I was 16 and perfectly living life suddenly came back to me. I missed the physical relationship.

His lips made a path all the way from my neck, up over my jawline, over my cheek and all the way to the corner of my lips, before he gently bit them and brushed his lips over mine. After a minute I pushed him away from me. Tears were formed in my eyes and I was scared that I was gonna lose him if this ever happened again. This couldn’t be going on between Harry and me. We were best friends and it was best if it stayed that way, but yet again I wanted to pull him closer.

“Don’t hurt yourself Esther.”

“Why did you do this to me?”

“Because I wanted to.”

“Harry this can’t…”

“I know that’s what you believe, but Esther look at yourself! Aren’t you happy?”

“Right now… I’m scared.”

“Don’t be scared of love Esther. I love you and I’ve done for a long time. That’s why I want to heal you again. That’s why I want to help you get better.”

He wrapped his arms around me to hold me close while running his hand over my hair.

“We better get out.”

I wiped away the tears in my eyes and walked out of the door. The four other boys were sitting around the table when I entered the dining room. It looked like they were enjoying themselves so I couldn’t really help but smile at them as I placed myself at the table beside Liam. I still felt comfortable around him and somehow it was like my disorder was gone when he was beside me. My lucky charm. Harry sat down opposite me and looked at me as he started filling his plate with food. He didn’t concentrate on the food at all, all he did was filling the plate while staring straight into my eyes, even when I wasn’t looking at him.


The plate was over filled with gravy and everyone was staring at him as he just kept staring at me even though the food was all over him.

“Mate get yourself cleaned up. You’re a mess.”

I saw him get up and leave the room with anger, and now when I was alone with the four other boys I suddenly felt scared and ran after Harry even though he was just changing into some different clothes.

He was standing bare chested when I came into his room and then the staring started once again… 

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