She's too young - completed

This is a story I wrote for a fan, Ellie. I'm so sorry I haven't posted it, it's been waay crazy. So anywho, this is a fanfic about Louis Tomlinson. They fall head over heels in love, but will it work? People will cry. Feelings will die. And the world will continue to tell them, "She's too young..."


44. Do you know that feeling

A/N i feel like death right now. and my medicine has many side affects to it such as, drowsiness, vomiting, sleep talk, loss of hair, delusion, and movella update withdrawls. so there you have it. I could not emotionally wait until this chapter was up, even though i'm not physically stable. but i updated anyways haha. don't kill me for this chapter. i tried. read my extra long author note at the end of this and you will hopefully semi understand. on with the story.


Do you know that feeling, when something so wrong, is just immediately drawn your way? And your parents, your sisters, your classmates, your teachers, your mind, your conscious, and your heart tell you to stay as far away from it as possible? Because in the end you know, you know nothing is forever. "He's going to hurt you. Stop what you're doing with him." But you disagree, "He is not. I love him." You fight it. You know you're right. Forget everyone, leave what your heart and your conscious tell you, because you're just in love. Simple as that. None of it's true what they say. You block the universe out when your with him. Every touch, caress, whisper, kiss, and cry is so much more than anything in the world. Right now, it's just you and that person. And you begin not to care anymore. And you prepare for the fight that is willing to come, as soon as you feel you're finally falling with someone to catch you along the way. It doesn't matter how wrong. He holds your heart without anything you can do about it. Not like you would want to. Day one, or the start of this love, you were pulled in. And you went with it. You were fine.


 But what am I saying? Nobody knows that feeling.. Its me. Its all me I'm talking about.. 'Right from the start, you were a thief you stole my heart. And I, your willing victim.."


I was listening to the sounds of his heart beat. My head rested on his bare chest, with my fingers running across his necklace where the key lay. It was late, the middle of the night and we hadn't slept at all. I couldn't help but to let tears fall coldly on his skin, as he whispered "are you alright, baby?"


"I'm okay.." I spoke softly. His fingers were running through my hair, and his other hand was doing the same, tickling up and down my side and leg. And it was sending me goosebumps and chills as it did a little bit ago. I was dressed only in a pair of undies and louis shirt that he had worn earlier. Before it happened. Before we had officially been together in that way. I love louis. And I'd give him my all. He was officially my first everything. I was perfectly okay with it... at least now the rumors that had been spread would have some backup. Not like anyone would know. Because this was between us. I felt a certain closer to him. No, it wasn't certain. It was exact, that I felt closer to him. We seen a different side to each other. A more vulnerable, and desirable side. And he didn't pressure me, I wanted to. Simple as that. It just kind of, happened really. We were kissing, things got a bit heated, I told him I loved him, and here we are.


"Louis?" I whispered looking up at him. "Yes?" He rested his hand on my hip gently.


"Why.." I sniffled, with my arms wrapped around his torso that was warm, and comfortable. He shifted a bit, so I was more laying on him, with the duvet only covering our lower halves.


"Why what?"


"Me... why me.." It was hardly a question as I mumbled still letting a couple tears fall free. "why did you choose me?" I asked again.


"You always ask that.. and my answer will forever be the same. I love you, Ellie. I always have, and I always will. And I never want to be without you." He kissed my lips softly, and pulled the sheets up further covering us. Louis didn't answer my question fully, and he never did. But when he said 'forever' it still gave me hope. And so I let it be as we drifted to sleep in each other's arms.




I awoke stretching out and feeling the warmth of Louis beside me still. He was asleep and I didn't want to wake him, so I crawled out of bed with my hands gripping the bottom of Lou's t shirt I had on, and peeling it off to wear one of my own. Tiptoeing to the other side of the bed where louis lay, I leaned down to slip on a pair of shorts when two hands gripped my waist and pulled me back into the sheets.


I giggled as he held me close to him, "where are you going?"


"I'm putting my clothes on," I tried to break free to finish my attempt at getting dressed, but louis wasn't having it.


"Lets stay in bed." He mumbled into the crook of my neck.


"Nooo," I squirmed from him, chuckling. "I want to look at our pictures from yesterday."


Kissing my neck slightly, his grip left me and I crawled back out of the blankets to slide the pair of shorts up my legs to cover me better. I gathered the polaroid photographs that were scattered all around my bedroom, and I crossed over to slide down on the wall with my knees up to my chest. Before we left yesterday, louis was sure to bring the camera with us, to finish the collage that was nearly half way finished already. The pictures were beautiful, and funny, and romantic, and sweet, and everything I could have asked for in a day like it was. There was nothing I would have changed. Louis had the key to my heart. And I don't think it could have been anymore heartfelt than this.


"Are they good? The photos?" He asked, moving from the bed to settle beside me. I nodded, and handed them to him while resting my head on his shoulder. Smiling, he scanned through them, and after about five minutes he set them aside to to look at me.


"I've been thinking.." he trailed off. It was as if he was reading my mind. Or my very thought from last night.


"Hm, what is that?" I whispered.


"Is... is what we're doing, right?" Moving a strand of hair behind my ear, he searched my eyes before I answered.


"No. Its not."




so in this chapter, I want to make it clear that ellie and louis did sleep with each other. I've had requests for a 'sex scene' and let me say they have been really annoying. The reason I had them do it was because I'm complicating things for the future in this story. But you can't know because its all coming up soon. Incase you were wondering, I did not and most likely will not describe their intimacy, because that's awkward. and its weird writing it personally as someone who has never had a boyfriend and has never had a first kiss before. Yeah. I know. Embarrassing. Anyhow, if anyone wants to write a more 'descriptive' scene, that fits with the storyline, and send it to me on kik or twitter @_gabrielleexoxo, i might use it in the future or add it to this chapter. Because I'm not writing one on my own. While this author's note is super long, I'm going to add my health is unfortunately still going downhill from here, until further notice from my doctors. So if my writing seems off, or I'm not updating as frequently, then I want you to know why. And as my embarrassing secrets are being spilled, this is the reason to my being sick ; I only have one kidney. So the one that I do have isn't looking too good. If it fails, and I no longer have kidneys, I'm assuming you know what will happen next as sad as it is. I'm not saying this to make anyone feel bad because I don't expect you to at all. I just wanted all my fans on here to know what's been going on, because you all have a right to know, and you guys are what keep me going with this story. So love ya all, and sorry for this super duper long note lol :) xx peace to the middle weast and goodnight.

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