Discretionary consciousness

Reevaluation of self and perception of the world after ending a passionate affair. There is a lack of discretion without another to review your thoughts and correct their feral nature. To be stripped of civility. These are unapologetic thoughts without fear of retaliation all too ignorantly. To know pervasive doom that stuffs up rooms. To sleep lawlessly to dreams that could convict you. Where does one learn to love when to hate can seem more realistic at times? A recurrence of apathy being the resulting end to all emotions for all their grandiose design. The catalogue of thoughts of an excommunicated individual or some random rogue. half meant half not at considerable loss


23. foretelling inevitability

perish wherever stuck

where every fated card will fall

from the deck of days living

prearranged meanings

a prioritized machine rusting

all motive detected long before initiation 

continue bankrupt venue

new revenue still to come

piercing through the pink and pulsating pulp

gorging, absorbing

making room

for entrants soon to be expelled and

left  to seek vacant shells. 


no choice

you'll live you'll die 

ignored by god or gods

no data indicating such beliefs justified

are our insights truly ours some ask?

or does the divine communicate for surely we are not?

opinion to opinion proving either untrue

clinical and conditional

convictional and convinced

the values remain similar with close idiosyncrasies of the ego

we adapt to the possessions of our period

we marvel at our mastery of species and materials

will we one day wash up on more scenic shores?

before slipping from  the piece of wrecked ship we cling to?




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