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"WHAT?!" she yells in disbelief.
"STAND UP AND JUMP TOWARDS ME!!!"
"ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY?!?!?!?!"
"YES!!!!! BUT TRUST ME, AD!!!" I yell. I stay crouched holding the hood of the car every time Niall swerves.
"BUT HARRY-"
"TRUST ME!"
She then steadily tries standing up. Colt swerves crazily, "AHHHH!!!!"
"Harry! Your plan- whatever it is- will kill her and you!!" Niall yells from the wheel.
"Didn't I just say... TRUST ME!!!"
I look towards Addie. She's crouching now holding onto the hood. I look to the gaping hole between us and the two roads. Her brother goes in for another hit in the wall.
"NOW!!!!" I yell.
She jumps. I jump towards her. We're flying through the air.
"HARRY!!!!!" Niall yells.
Addie screaming. I grab her when we meet each other in the air.I take all the weight and shift us so that she's on top of me when we fall onto the other road. We fall down.
"I love you!" I yell.
We then slam through a car driving. What great timing. I hit my head on the windshield...

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49. Chapter 47

"Hi."

That's all I could say, I mean, I already knew.... but.... I hadn't known the full story. Sky never told me the whole story. She only told me her boyfriend was my brother, and that she left him when he got hectic after mom and dad. I never really knew about... about... Vince. I if I had known, I wouldn't have tried falling in love with him. I wouldn't have loved him.

"Ad... are you... are you okay?" Niall asked me.

"I.... I...." I didn't know what to say. I just stood there frozen, my hands balling into fists.

Niall walked closer to me, "Addie..."

"No," I brought my hands up and stepped back, "It's okay. I'll be fine."

"I'm sorry, I kept this from you Addie... for your own good. I needed you to fall for my brother. I needed this to happen because for whatever reason-"

"That's not fair," I said angrily.

"Wha-"

"Why? WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?! WHY WOULD YOU... YOU DO THIS?! WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU LET ME FALL IN LOVE WITH... WITH......" I broke down in tears.

"I did it because.... if Colt had found you, I knew my brother would take no hesitation to-to kill him. I knew if I left with you.... I- I wouldn't have the heart to kill him. Vince could. He would protect everyone he lov-"

"WHY? AFTER WHAT HE DID TO YOU? TO ME? WHY THE HELL WOULDN'T YOU KILL COLT?! YOU EVEN SAID IT YOURSELF! YOU HELPED ME BECAUSE YOU KNEW HE WOULD KILL US BOTH SOONER OR LATER!"

"BECAUSE I STILL CARE ABOUT HIM!" Sky screamed.

I fell silent... Niall looked bewildered.

"I love him... I never stopped loving him. I know I'm with Liam. I'm in love with Li.... but I'm not in love with Colt. Not anymore but I still do care and love him. So don't look at me like that Niall," she glared,  "And I would rather be taken away by him than you because I know how he is.... He will kill Liam... and I won't let that happen. But I know.... I can change Colt. I can bring him back. The REAL Colt. The one who was kind, loving, passionate, protective.... a caring brother," she looked at me with tearful eyes.

"And what... what if?" I cut myself off.

"What if it doesn't work? He could go all psychopath and kill me? I don't know... Let him do it. I mean... I have nothing else if I don't try. I have gotten to a point where my brothers rarely talk to me,  and at any moment I could lose Liam if I just let this roll by.."

"And if this happens... what do we tell Liam?" I said looking up at her

"Tell him I love him. That I will never stop loving him because he is my everything."

"Now wait. Hold on here. It's not like you think I'm crazy enough to let you do this Sky. YOur my sister and just because we don't talk much-" Niall held her by the arm to stop her from stepping out of the apartment.

"I know you boys love me...... and.... and Ni.... tell Vince that I had forgiven him a long time ago... I just never went to see him because-because I was afraid he didn't forgive me," she weakly laughed, "You can't stop me, love."

She smiled and walked out the door. Niall just stared at the door, standing there speechless. I sat down and cried. I don't want people dying for me. I "died" for a reason.... and now everything I've been trying to save, everyone I've been trying to save.... they're all falling apart. Harry.... Oh... my Harry.... heartbroken, crying everyday for me  and on the verge of giving up. I wanted him to move on.... I wasn't the only girl. Louis... my big brother from another mother.... someone I thought had turned against me but actually still loved me and was just blinded by confusion and anger.... and now he's having his life falling apart because he thinks it's his fault I "'died". And El... she doesn't know if she still loves Louis. They're hardly holding onto each other. And Zayn..... he was my protector.... even though we didn't talk much, we had our moments. He was one of those people who I could go to, to talk to and take advice from, who would hug you when you were sad and won't ask question and would just let you talk when you wanted to.... but even with his wedding... he's still the saddest person in the world because he never got the chance to tell me he loved me and he cared for me like I was his sister. I knew he did... And Liam... Liam will be heartbroken, as heartbroken as Harry. I know what Sky will do to make it "easier" on Liam if she dies. But we all know it won't make it easier. And Niall, he's losing his sister. The sister he lost touch with.... He might be losing her forever. And this. All this. It's all because of me. The actions I did trying to protect them... when I just shot them down instead. Niall's right... we're stronger together. We're much stronger. How will I be able to do this? I can't tell them now. Not now.... It could jeopardize Sky's plan.... and yet this secret will tear them down. And my gosh.... what about Vince.... I don't know what to do.
"I don't know what to do....."

Niall looked at me. Tears streaked his face.

"You... I hate you."

He then walked out and slammed the door, leaving me alone. I screamed and cried. This is all my fault.

 

 

 

 

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