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"WHAT?!" she yells in disbelief.
"YES!!!!! BUT TRUST ME, AD!!!" I yell. I stay crouched holding the hood of the car every time Niall swerves.
She then steadily tries standing up. Colt swerves crazily, "AHHHH!!!!"
"Harry! Your plan- whatever it is- will kill her and you!!" Niall yells from the wheel.
"Didn't I just say... TRUST ME!!!"
I look towards Addie. She's crouching now holding onto the hood. I look to the gaping hole between us and the two roads. Her brother goes in for another hit in the wall.
"NOW!!!!" I yell.
She jumps. I jump towards her. We're flying through the air.
"HARRY!!!!!" Niall yells.
Addie screaming. I grab her when we meet each other in the air.I take all the weight and shift us so that she's on top of me when we fall onto the other road. We fall down.
"I love you!" I yell.
We then slam through a car driving. What great timing. I hit my head on the windshield...


37. Chapter 35

1 month later:

He slowly opened his eyes. He expected to feel pain, but nothing came. He turned his head towards the window. It was snowing outside. 'What month is it?' he thought. He looked around the room and drank in all his surroundings. 'I'm in a hospital,' he recalled. He noticed he was by himself. He wondered where everyone was. Especially one person in particular. One person whose name kept appearing in his mind. 'Addie. Addie. Addie.' He touched his head and felt bandages on it. He finally noticed a pain increasing in his head. It felt as if someone kept banging a hammer to his head. The door opened. A lady walked in.

"Mr. Styles! You're finally awake. Are you feeling any pain?" she asked.

He nodded. 

"Here. Press this. It will give you medicine to ease the pain."

She then left. Moments later a girl walked in. She was a brunette. But not the one he was looking for. Behind her was Liam. They were holding hands. Wait? What happened to Danielle? He looked at them. Confusion splattered across his face. They sat beside him.

"Hey, Haz...." Liam spoke softly.

He smiled.

"So um... this is my girlfriend. Skylar. We've been dating for about 3 weeks now. In case you were wondering."

Harry turned his head and looked at her. He smiled. He noticed that her features looked almost like Niall's. If that was possible. He had so many questions he wanted to ask. He opened his mouth to say something, but the girl-Skylar-stopped him.

"Hi... um, you shouldn't talk. Just rest. I'm Skylar, as Liam has said. I'm also Niall's youngest sister. No one knew about me, until a month ago. Liam forgot to mention that," she chuckled. She looked at Liam and put her hand to his knee. They leaned in. 

She whispered in his ear, "When are you telling him?"

"When the time is right," Liam whispered back.

Harry sat there, wondering what they were saying. Their voices were inaudible. He didn't understand what they were keeping from him. He finally brought up the energy to ask them something, but the doctor walked in.

"Hello. I'm Doctor Alec Reyes."

Harry nodded.

"So, you can be admitted out in a few days. You have a minor concussion, now. So I want you to take it easy for a few days."

"Alright," he finally spoke. His voice barely audible.

"Now you may feel a bit weak, considering you've been in a coma for a month. But you'll regain your strength. We just want to keep you here for about 4 days, just to make sure you'll be strong enough before you leave."

Harry nodded again. The doctor then walked out. Liam thanked him and followed behind. 'A month,' he thought, 'I've been out for a month.' He looked towards Skylar. She smiled at him. But he noticed something was wrong. Something they hadn't been telling him.


Four days later, Harry was finally out of the hospital. He heard little. None of the boys told him much. Just little details that happened over the past month. They had decided to tell him everything that had happened when he got home. Louis made the decision of waiting until Harry was awake, before they held a funeral for Addie. She was still at the morgue. Waiting to be put in a coffin and rest in peace. 

They were all afraid for Harry's reaction. Especially since he had always been asking them where Addie was. Louis told them to just be discreet. Telling him little, but not hinting him on anything. He talked to everyone. Mostly to Zayn, for Eleanor, who had gotten out of the hospital a week after what had happened to Addie, had barely been speaking to Louis. She only nodded and spoke when needed to. She found out what he'd done, that had led to Addie leaving. She knew she wouldn't be mad at him forever, but she was angry for what he did to her. Eleanor loved Louis, but she could not believe what he had done. No one could. Even if it had been a month.

It was Louis who was frightened the most. He knew that when they told Harry everything.... he would never forgive Louis. He knew that he deserved it though. He knew he had been selfish and angry with the world for everything that had happened and took it out on Addie. And he felt guilty. It was him, Eleanor, Perrie, Zayn and Skylar waiting on Liam, Niall, and Harry back at the house. They were worried. Because his reaction may be like Jake, Dustin and Martin's. 

"You're the one, who... who did this?!" Jake sneered.

"It's not like that, Jake," El said.


"That's an all new low," Martin said quietly. But you could tell the anger rising inside him was coming.

"And when Harry finds out?" Dustin said, "We've known Harry for a long time. Martin's known him longer. He and Colt, were the reason Harry and Addie met. From then on, we both knew who he loved. What are you going to say then? What? Lie to him like you lied to her?!"

Anger was rising in the room. I stood there, letting them talk.  I didn't say anything.

"Louis..." Jake spoke, he said Louis' name like it was poison, "For her sake. Don't lie to, Harry. You've already done enough."

"And what will you do?" I asked. 

"I don't know. But we sure as hell know that we won't be here when the time comes to do it," Dustin said.

"What do you mean?"

"He means that we will NEVER forgive you," Martin hissed. He stood up, "From now on we will have no relation towards you. How could you ever do that to her? When she loved you, as if you were her own brother? But you stabbed her in the back anyways?" he turned to Eleanor, "You should leave him when you can."

I stepped towards him in anger. Eleanor held me back. Martin glared at me. Jake and Dustin then pulled him out the door. I stared at them as they walked out. Dustin looked towards me, then to El. He then said, "El, call me when the time comes to set the funeral."

She nodded.

"This will be the last time we'll have any association with Louis," he said. Then walked out the door, following his twin and Jake.

That was two weeks after everything that had happened. The twins had stopped talking to Louis. As for Jake. He never really like Louis... so it was as if nothing changed. But Louis didn't want the same thing to happen to Harry. He wanted to lie. But he knew it was wrong. He wanted to at least keep his dignity and those of his friends and Addie's.

Harry's POV:

I was so excited! I was finally going home. I can finally take care of Addie, who is apparently sick. That's what Niall had told me, when she hadn't come in. There was also something important they all wanted to tell me. But I want to see Addie first. Niall opened the door. The first thing I see is everyone sitting in the living room. I smiled and they smiled back weakly. What was wrong? What happened? I don't really care right now, though. I want to see Addie first. 

I was about to go upstairs when Liam stopped me. He nodded his head to tell me to walk over to our group of friends in the living room. 

"We need to tell you something," El said. Her voice was flat. Her expression blank.

"Guys? What's wrong? You're scaring me here."

"Harry just sit down," Zayn said.

I was confused but I did what he said. I walked over to the empty couch. 

"Look guys? Can't this wait? I need to check on Addie," I said impatiently.

"That's the thing," Louis said. His voice was quiet and soft, "This is about Addie."


Everyone turned and looked at Louis. I was so confused. What's happened to my angel?

"Guys seriously... you're freaking me out here."

Louis breathed in deeply. He let out a shaky breath and said something that would change my views on life, on everyone, forever.

"Addie's dead."

"What?! No... No... You're lying Lou. She's just sick," Then my face turned pale, "Wait? Did sh-she die from her illness?! Why didn't you guys take her to the hospital?!" I yelled angrily. I was about to yell some more when the next words that came out of Louis mouth shuts me up.

"No, she- she died a month ago by a hit-and-run driver. She died in a car accident, Harry. She died before you woke up."

"Wh-What?" I said. Tears brimmed my eyes.

"She's dead Harry," Perrie said as her voice broke into sobs with Eleanor.

"No, she's not dead."

"We were waiting for you to wake up, because we knew we couldn't hold the funeral with you in a coma. We wanted you to see her one last time," Niall said. His voice almost inaudible.

I broke into tears. The girl of my dreams. My best friend.... is dead?


Then everyone turned to look at Louis. I stared at him. Waiting for an answer.


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