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"WHAT?!" she yells in disbelief.
"YES!!!!! BUT TRUST ME, AD!!!" I yell. I stay crouched holding the hood of the car every time Niall swerves.
She then steadily tries standing up. Colt swerves crazily, "AHHHH!!!!"
"Harry! Your plan- whatever it is- will kill her and you!!" Niall yells from the wheel.
"Didn't I just say... TRUST ME!!!"
I look towards Addie. She's crouching now holding onto the hood. I look to the gaping hole between us and the two roads. Her brother goes in for another hit in the wall.
"NOW!!!!" I yell.
She jumps. I jump towards her. We're flying through the air.
"HARRY!!!!!" Niall yells.
Addie screaming. I grab her when we meet each other in the air.I take all the weight and shift us so that she's on top of me when we fall onto the other road. We fall down.
"I love you!" I yell.
We then slam through a car driving. What great timing. I hit my head on the windshield...


31. Chapter 29

We've all been at home, waiting on Louis. He didn't want us coming there mostly because of me because he knew I'd 'tag along.' I heard over the phone that he was saying this was my fault again. Which, it was. The guilt is eating me alive here. I can't do this anymore. I looked around the table. Seeing everyone. This could be the very last time I do see them. I can't have that. I'd rather have the knowledge of them being alive and risking my own safety than the other way around. Jake had called. He heard what had happened, but Liam told him to stay in Arizona and not bother coming. I knew that he just didn't want Louis and Jake bickering again. I can stop all this. I just have to leave. I can't bear losing any more of them. 

I stood up abruptly and ran up the stairs. Everyone looked at me and Niall called my name. But I ignored him. I don't want them to try and make me stay. They will just endanger themselves. I know Colt is lurking in the bushes somewhere waiting for the moment to attack. I grabbed my duffle bag and placed it on my bed. I started stuffing all the clothes and belonging that could fit in there. I grabbed my purse. My favourite pairs of shoes. My make up, of course. Some dresses. Almost everything. I then came across one of my favourite sweaters. It was Harry's. It still smelt like him... I stuffed that into my bag to, not wanting to let it go. I then heard some shuffling behind me, but ignored it. I finished packing up and moved around grabbing some other things like my cell, and putting it into my bag. I heard the figure sit down on the bed.

"What are you doing?"

"Niall.... I think by the looks of things you know what I'm going to do," I spoke in annoyance.

"No, I mean. What are you doing? You know I won't let you leave. I'm not letting you go out there and let yourself fall into the hands of that horrid man!" Niall exclaimed. I ignored him

I picked up my things and headed for the stairs. But Niall ran up and stopped me in front of the door to my room. 

"Niall... move."


I glared at him, "Niall, look I'm not going to let you risk your life by letting me stay."

"Risk my life?! What about you?!"

"I'll be fine... I can handle Colt."

"From what happened back at the bridge. You know as well as I that that's bullshit."

"It's not like you can save me from everything, Niall!!" 


"I'M NOT GOING TO LET YOU DO THAT FOR ME!" I screamed back. I tried pushing past him. But there was no use.

"I'M NOT JUST DOING THIS FOR YOU, ADDIE!!!! I'M DOING THIS FOR ME," Niall exclaimed. Then his voice softened, "I'm doing this for me, Addie, because I can't bear with the thought of loosing you, be-because..... I- I love you Addie. I always have."

"Wh-what?" I said... No... this can't be happening. If he dies for loving I don't know what I would do with myself. Because, I don't love him back. Well I do... but not in the way he does. Do I? But, if anything happens to him. It will be because of me, like all the other times. 

"I love you....."

Tears brimmed my eyes, "That's all the more reasons wh-why I can't stay....."

"Why not Addie!?"

"Because I'm afraid, alright!!!! I'm afraid that if I fall for you, I'll be betraying Harry! I'm afraid that he'll hate me even if he isn't here! And I'm frightened that if Colt knows about you loving me, he'll try and kill you next!!!!!!!!"

"Please, Addie...." Niall pleaded. 

By now I had gotten past him and was heading down the stairs. I had noticed everyone had been looking towards the staircase. They must have heard everything.

"Niall I-"

The door swung open. Standing at the door frame was Louis. Everyone stopped what ever they were doing and stared. But Louis was only staring back at one person and it was me.


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