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"WHAT?!" she yells in disbelief.
"YES!!!!! BUT TRUST ME, AD!!!" I yell. I stay crouched holding the hood of the car every time Niall swerves.
She then steadily tries standing up. Colt swerves crazily, "AHHHH!!!!"
"Harry! Your plan- whatever it is- will kill her and you!!" Niall yells from the wheel.
"Didn't I just say... TRUST ME!!!"
I look towards Addie. She's crouching now holding onto the hood. I look to the gaping hole between us and the two roads. Her brother goes in for another hit in the wall.
"NOW!!!!" I yell.
She jumps. I jump towards her. We're flying through the air.
"HARRY!!!!!" Niall yells.
Addie screaming. I grab her when we meet each other in the air.I take all the weight and shift us so that she's on top of me when we fall onto the other road. We fall down.
"I love you!" I yell.
We then slam through a car driving. What great timing. I hit my head on the windshield...


28. Chapter 26

He will kill us all. He'll take Dustin first, then it'll be the guys... then me. Perrie, Dani, and El, might get sucked into this to. Then it will be his birthday.... and I will be all alone. Captured by my brother. But then there's Jake? But do I really want him to risk dying to? And Gabbie? If he finds out about Jake, he'll kill her to get to him. What am I gonna do?

"Not if I have anything to do with it."

"No, Ni... I can't loose you, any of you. I'll be nothing. I already lost my boyfriend. I don't need to loose my brothers, and sisters," I said wiping my eyes.

"I should leave, go to him before-"



"No buts Addie," Liam and Eleanor walked in, "You'll die."

"How long have you guys been there?"

"Long enough to here anything, kiddo," Liam said.

"I hate it when you call me then, Li..."

"C'mon. Let's just head home."


It had been about 2 hours since I've come home. The girls have started making dinner, and invited everyone over. Everyone was here, the guys, the girls, Skylar- a new friend and Niall's sister- Jake and Gabbie. Except for Louis. He's been upstairs ever since I've come here. 

"I'm gonna go to the bathroom," I announced. I stood up to leave, but someone grasped my arm

"Addie..." Zayn looked up at me, "I know where you're going...."

"I'll be fine. Just let me do this... I need to."

I walked up the stairs quietly. I walked down the hall all the way to Louis room. The door was halfway open, Louis was sitting at the computer. I watched him. Tears fell from my eyes.


He turned and looked at me. His eyes turned dark and glared. Tears fell from my eyes.

"I know that you're mad at m-me... I'm sorry. It is my fault. It's all my fault he's dead."

"You're right. Stop crying. I'm not gonna pity you. I'm not mad, I'm angry. You're just garbage that Harry and Liam picked up on the street. We should've never trusted you."

"You... you don't mean that... You're just angry. You're like my brother-"

"I'm nothing like your brother-" he said angrily.

"Th-that's not what I meant..."


He got up and went over to the door. He looked at me. Staring into my eyes. It's starting all over again. The ditching... the ignoring... next comes the hurting.

"L-Lou... you know my whole s-story... don't d-do this to me l-like he did....." I say crying.

He stayed silent and slammed the door on me. I stood there sobbing.




I repeated over and over, knocking on his door.

"Please.... don't... do this t-to me like h-he did...."


"Louis?!" I sobbed. I kept knocking on the door.

"I'm sorry!"

"I'm sorry I killed Harry! I'm sorry! It was my fault!!"

I slid down the frame of his door and cried. It's deja vu... it's happening all over again. Why? What did I do to deserve this? What did I ever do? I don't know how long I sat at Louis door. Hoping, waiting outside his door, that he'll forgive me for my mistake. But he never did. Soon enough, Zayn came up. I think they all heard what had happened. He took my hand and brought me to my room. I jumped into bed, sitting there. I grabbed my legs and pulled them close.

"Get. Out."

Zayn nodded and closed the door. I broke out into sobbs, screaming because I couldn't take it any more. I ran to the door and locked it. I rampaged through my room throwing things around. I hated this. I hated my life. Why can't I be happy? Why? Does God hate me? I cried and sobbed. Niall came with everyone - who cared about me - knocking on my door. I heard them try and open in. I took my lamp and threw it at the door.

"LEAVE.ME.ALONE." I screamed.

I fell down on my knees and cried. I noticed a picture frame on the floor.

It was a gift from Harry. He had put pictures of us together into a collage. I laughed when I got this and kissed him on the cheek. A tear fell from my eye as I looked at it. "You are my new dream." 

"And you were mine....." I whispered.

The glass of the frame was cracked a bit. I didn't really care anymore. I held the picture and went into bed. I pulled the duvet over me and clutched the picture to my chest as I cried to sleep.



OMG... guys... seriously, I like cried while writing this. UGH... so stuffs gonna happen! Get ready guys. ANYWAYS. So I have a movella. It's called Miss You Like Crazy. I'm thinking of holding a contest for the girl who comes into Niall's life while Meliana is in a coma. She is gonna like fall in love with him and he kinda does to. If I do this contest, the winner will be in the majority of the movella until Meliana wakes up... maybe even longer ;) Depending on any new ideas that come to mind. So.... if you'd like for the contest to happen please comment! I'll update tomorrow if I can. I'm going to this thing called the CNE. Sooo depending on when I get back I'll do it. Write you later, Lovely's! 


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