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"WHAT?!" she yells in disbelief.
"STAND UP AND JUMP TOWARDS ME!!!"
"ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY?!?!?!?!"
"YES!!!!! BUT TRUST ME, AD!!!" I yell. I stay crouched holding the hood of the car every time Niall swerves.
"BUT HARRY-"
"TRUST ME!"
She then steadily tries standing up. Colt swerves crazily, "AHHHH!!!!"
"Harry! Your plan- whatever it is- will kill her and you!!" Niall yells from the wheel.
"Didn't I just say... TRUST ME!!!"
I look towards Addie. She's crouching now holding onto the hood. I look to the gaping hole between us and the two roads. Her brother goes in for another hit in the wall.
"NOW!!!!" I yell.
She jumps. I jump towards her. We're flying through the air.
"HARRY!!!!!" Niall yells.
Addie screaming. I grab her when we meet each other in the air.I take all the weight and shift us so that she's on top of me when we fall onto the other road. We fall down.
"I love you!" I yell.
We then slam through a car driving. What great timing. I hit my head on the windshield...

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45. Chapeter 43

Harry's POV:

I froze in place... I couldn't move. This girl, this girl is not her. It's not Addie. I'm an idiot. I step backward almost stumbling over my feet. I turned tears falling down my eyes. I hate this, feeling like shit every single day, not being able to get over her... because she was my everything. I slammed the door to her room. I looked around sobbing.

"I DON'T UNDERSTAND!" I screamed.

"What don't you understand, love?" she answered.

"What did I ever do to deserve this?! Why leave me?! After... AFTER I PROMISED TO ALWAYS BE THERE!? I promised to stay! To look out for you! WHY LEAVE ME TO BE ALONE AND HAVE NO ONE TO LOVE AND PROTECT?!?!"

"Harry.... I love you... I never wanted-"

"I NEVER WANTED!? EVERYTHING I HAD AND LOVE WAS TAKEN AWAY WITH YOU AND I CAN NEVER GET IT BACK BECAUSE IT'S VANISHED JUST LIKE YOU DID! RIGHT FROM MY GRASP... AND I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO FORGIVE MY SELF," I screamed and sobbed not able to stop.

I was now standing in front of her closet. I don't exactly remember walking over here but I was. I looked at it, still half open... half organized and messy. Something glinted in the back of her closet. I wiped my tears and stared. It was under one of the sweaters I had given her and a pile of her clothes. I reached for it and pulled the object from where it was placed. It was a small box wrapped in paper and a note.

To Harry:

Written on these walls are the stories I can't explain. The stories of my life... of yours intertwined with mine. Inside is a book of a story I've written of us. It's not over until it's over. Our story isn't finished... you still need to write your side to it too. I've asked Niall that if anything were ever to happen to me, to give this to you when you were ready. I love you...

                                                                                                        ~Ad

I ripped open the book. I flipped through the pages. The book was pretty thick and was only written in half. Some of the pages her blank... maybe for me to write. I don't know..... but all I know is... the story could have been written to the end. The story of our lives. I let more tears fall. I sat back on the bed and clamped the book to my heart.

"Why did you take her away from me?!?! Why don't you just take me away as well???? You take everyone and everything important in my life!!! Why not just come for me face-to-face?!?! HUH?!?!?!?! WHY NOT?!?!? I'M STILL THE ONE AFFECTED EITHER WAY!!!!!" I yelled to God. I felt like it was unfair... that he was making my life unfair. I laid the book on the bed and ran my hands through my hair.

I spent the rest of the night in her room sobbing into her duvet, thinking of all the things we would've... could've done.

Addie's POV:

I had stopped running after 15 minutes. I gave up... it was no use, I couldn't run any further. Someone had tapped my shoulder. I turned expecting it to be Vince.

"V-Vince, I'm so sorry, b-babe.... I kinda just-" I looked up and froze.

"Hey... you alright?" It was Niall.

"Um... y-ya... sorry I was just overwhelmed. I shouldn't have left but I f-f-feel horrible about this." I stuttered from the crying.

"Exactly, you kinda should be..." I stared at him in confusion, "There's no need to pretend anymore... you should have known that if Harry didn't believe you after what you just did... that I would."

"What? What are you talking about?"

"Addie... No matter what you do, I'll always no it's you. Even if you can fool Harry into doubting himself. You almost fooled me... but.. it was because of this..." he then pushed back my shirt to reveal the scar on my shoulder, "And then I knew that it was you, in the flesh."

"Wha- I.... I..." I sighed, "You remember this?"  I couldn't pretend now. I was trapped, no where else to go.

"Of course... I was the one who gave you that scar."

 

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