Don't Forget

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11. WTF

I woke up and found myself in a white room. I got the covers of off me and turned to the side. My body is aching for some reason. I saw a little toy carousel on top of a dresser on the other side of the room. I got off the bed onto my feet and fell. Why can't I stand up? I heard the sound of footsteps running towards me. What should I do??? C'mon you've been paying attention. What's happening? 

The door swung open and then walked in Niall? He then came over and picked me up. Should I ask him something? "Niall?" I called his name. He looked at me as he sat me down on the bed. "What happened? Where's Zayn?" I blabbed. "Well, I didn't know he was going to do this and Zayn is outside taking a smoke" he responded. I clenched my fists. "are you okay?" he asked. "Other than not being able to walk, I think so" i began to fell my eyes water up. I don't want to cry. i shouldn't cry. I just shouldn't.

"Niall, can you please go get Zayn for me" I asked him. He nodded and said, "okay" He ran out the door and closed it. i looked through the window and saw Zayn and Niall outside. Zayn walked in followed by Niall. Zayn walked in to the room and told Niall to go back downstairs. 

"Zayn why am I here?" I shouted at him.

"Because you are mine" he said selfishly.

"Now I'm not I told you, I don't want to be with you!" I yelled.

"Why don't you stop yelling and shut up" he yelled at me walking towards the bed.

"NO" I paused as he pinned my arms down "I hate you!" I screamed in his face.

He back handed me. Then I was shocked. WHY? WHY WAS HE LIKE THAT TO ME! I didn't know what else to do but cry. It's what I've done in times like this.


"You know. Whenever some one says forever it means nothing, because you said you would love me forever." I spat out. I turned around facing the wall. He never walked out. I tried too calm down and not snap. I heard footsteps come closer. I turned around and there was Zayn.

He smirked,"You know what? I was lying, your right forever means never. Doesn't it"

I looked at him and began to cry. I was breaking down.I sat up and slapped him. HE turned red and pinned me to the wall. He had my arms on the wall and was tightening his grip. I couldn't talk I could barely breath. I tried kicking.

"Want to know why you can't walk?" he said with a low voice. "Because I never knew you were saving yourself" he smirked. I was in shock. Did he really do that? I wasn't even conscious. I went numb, i didn't know what to do. I couldn't even do anything if I tried. I began to tear up inside. "zayn" I said in a mumble. He was just laughing. He let me go and said. "I haven't changed." "yes, you have. You know you are such a fucking bitch. You are a slutty hoe. I can't believe you did this to me. And for what? your satisfaction?" I paused as I tried to regain some strength. " I'd rather be dead than waste another moment with you. You'll never understand everything I'm going through, or what I went through because of you! YOUR SUCH A BITCH" I didn't think about what I was saying but I had no remorse.

He turned red again. He picked me up and threw me to the wall. "You can't just say that and expect not to get a punishment" he breathe din front of my face. I had one eye shut as he had me pinned to the wall,"You know you can't get away from being fake without being called a fake bitch" He tightened his grip and was getting ready to punch me. He stopped and threw me back to the bed. "You know what, I know something else I can do instead." I was on the bed and he climbed on. I tried pushing him. He kissed me and pulled my arms away.

"STOP ZAYN, STOP, STOP" I screamed at the end. A really high pitch scream even I got a bit annoyed. "GET OFF ZAYN" I didn't stop yelling. I pushed him again and managed to get him off. I moved tot he corner as fast as I could. I remembered something...

I hate how I loved you
I hate how I felt
I hate everything you said
That made my heart melt

I hate what you did
I hate how I hurt
I hate how you left me
Alone to die in the dirt

I hate how I let you in
And watched you steal my heart
I hate how much you put me through
I hate how much I cried

I hate how I hate you
I hate it that I love you
I hate it that I miss you
Even though you don't

I hate how I still love you
I hate how I still care
But most of all I hate it
That you are no longer able to love

I said it all to him and he was surprised. He got up and walked out the door. I don't want to but I really still love him.


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