Well what can i say, my legal guardian told me to write in this diary because she thinks im having problems over the death of my fathers or my adoption, yes fathers they were both gay and I had no problem with them for that, but my schoolmates yes they did have a problem with it, for that reason I never made friends, I'm alone and i always will.


16. 21/9/13

Cassidy, Cassie, ahhh her name spins around my head all the time, but im not talking about her until i really know whats going on, okay so i got to keep you updated soooo, Zach its just so streessing all the time , i dont know whats happening to him lately, im not good at hints but i think he is trying to have sex with me, i dont want to, but i really want to, its hard, i really want my first love be my first time but what if it was only a crush?, i dont know, maybe i want him to know that im bi before i have sex with him, i don't know but things around my mind are just like that.


XoXo, Alessandra


**Guys I'm really sorry im having a really bad time, i know you dont care about this, but i hope its a valid excuse I really love to write so please stay, it means the world to me, i swear i will try to write a lot more**

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