Well what can i say, my legal guardian told me to write in this diary because she thinks im having problems over the death of my fathers or my adoption, yes fathers they were both gay and I had no problem with them for that, but my schoolmates yes they did have a problem with it, for that reason I never made friends, I'm alone and i always will.


11. 13/5/13

Dear Diary,

The last time I wrote here was the day that Alissa send me the letter, the reason I'm not writing here to much is that I'm confused, very confused, the day after reading the letter I went to Alissa's just to apologize for being so mean to her, she told me to start over, she told me she will never kiss me again but she wanna be my friend , so I accepted, I stayed at her house watching a movie, soon I was remembering all that happened at my house  when she kissed me , all that went so fast through my mind, she promised to never kiss me again but what if i can resist to it?, I'm going to stay here doing nothing but see the movie, I can't, I'm thinking in her sweet lips right now, the way she touched me,  I was so out of control, what was happening to me, I'm in a relationship with a perfect boy, but I don't know what happened to me especially because I kissed her after all that. I think I'm bixesual.  


XoXo, Alessandra

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