Summer '09

18 year old May Jones was on ordinary girl with loving parents, a brother, a dog and a boyfriend, Niall Horan. When Niall suddenly leaves to the X Factor without telling May, everything spirals out of control. Niall has a new life and so does May but her heart is still broken. Her family are torn apart and she is left alone. 3 years later they cross paths and everything changes again.


29. You won't Give Up

May's POV

I slammed the door shut and slid down the wall. Here I was facing the toilet, crying my heart out over someone who had broken my heart 3 years before hand. I know, original.

But honestly, I had no idea why I was crying. I should have been over Niall by now. He shouldn't be bothering me. I should have just told Josh in the first place, I shouldn't have lied to him. Correction: I shouldn't be lying to him.

Niall shouldn't be having control over me. I shouldn't tolerate him. I should just tell it to him straight. I needed to. I breathed out and wiped away the tears rolling down my cheeks. I had to tell Josh. I had to explain to Niall.

But... Not now. Not today because Josh was having the time of his life on stage, doing what he always wanted to do. Same with Niall. Even though he was breaking me and hurting me again and again, I didn't want to stoop to his level and hurt him when he was living his dream.

I stood up, leaning onto the door and my hand rose to my neck, only to go down with heartbreak realising that the necklace was no longer there. I always went to it when I was in need of help.

It calmed me down but now it wasn't there and I had to do it by myself. I pulled back the latch on the toilet door and faced the mirror opposite me.

No doubt, my face was red and puffy, streaked with tear stains but my eyes seemed more angry then sad. I took another deep breath and walked out of the toilets, focusing on finding my way back to my seat.

The screaming had died down a bit which confused me slightly but then I realised that the boys must be changing or having a break. I sighed and looked around me. Other people were heading to the toilets and gossiping/squealing with excitement.

Not knowing where to go, I pushed open the door to face to hefty bodyguards. They looked down and I instantly felt like a midget compared to them. "I am afraid that you aren't allow--" "I'm Josh Devine's girlfriend," I said, trying to sound more confident than I actaully was.

One of the bodyguards smirked at me and I stood there, crossed arms and returning the small smirk. "Oh yeah, I recognise you but we need ID," said the second one. I panicked but on the outside I just flashed a smile and began to rummage in my handbag and thankfully felt a small, laminated badge.

I pulled it out and gave it to the first one who was standing there, obviously displeased that I was actually right and was telling the truth. The second one pushed open the door and I walked through.

I didin't even know why I was going through, it wasn't like I wanted to see the boys. Josh wouldn't be coming back and I wasn't exactly on best terms with Niall.

Not knowing where my feet were leading me, I found myself pushing open a familiar door. It was the door to the room I had come to first. I gasped and quickk closed the door when I saw the boys changing.

Well, wasn't this awkward. I wasn't even dating any of them and I had just burst in. Silly, silly May. Suddenly, the door flung open and a cocky-looking Harry smirked at me. "Did you just come in?" he chuckled. "Er, maybe," I mumbled.

I was trying not to look at his abs which had somehow placed in my line of vision. I didn't have a crush on Harry, definitely not but it was kind of hard not to look. I raised my eyes to his face and smiled," sorry about that."

"It's fine, we are all changed now. Well, I mean apart from me," he said, glancing back inside the room. He grabbed my hand and dragged me in while I tried to protest. Unfortuantely, he was much stronger than me which wasn't really surprising seeing as his abs proved his strength.

"Hey May!" shouted Zayn who was flicking down on his phone. "Hey," I smiled. My eyes flickered to Niall subconciously and my eyes narrowed. He was stealing glances at me and once he saw my stare, he looked down at the floor nervously.

"I'm just going to go talk to Lou, be back in a sec," called Harry. "Oh, me too!" called Louis, following after him. Zayn strolled out, not talking but raising his phone to his ear so I assumed he was calling someone. "Anyone want to go see the girls?" asked Liam. I smirked at him and he blushed.

"I'm fine," muttered Niall. "Yeah, same," I said. Liam shrugged and walked out. It was only when the door clicked shut that I realised that I had just made a big mistake. I was alone with Niall. This was not going to go well.

I looked back towards him and saw that he was already facing me, studying me. "What do you want?" I asked crossly. He was slightly taken aback by my tone but I just felt so angry.

As my eyes met his, my anger burned and rose and I felt myself walk up to him.

"What the fuck did you think you were doing?" I roared, stopping directly infront of him. "W-What do you mean?" he spluttered. "You know bloody well what I mean!" I exclaimed.

His feet fidgeted nervously and I knew he knew what I was talking about. "Why the hell did you do that! I have a boyfriend and it's like you think that what you did to me never happened but hey! News to you big boy, it did and serenading me doesn't make it any better! You won't give up? Well, I won't give up either. I won't give up trying to get you out of my life. Why won't you just leave me alone, leave my fucking feelings alone and stop mixing them up! My life has already been screwed up and I don't want you to do it again!"

And with that rant, I glared at him. "I'm sorry," he muttered. I rolled my eyes at him," save whatever excuse you have. All you need to do is get some string and pull yourself together."

I walked out the room, brushing shoulders with him and slamming the door behind me. I strutted out and tried to calm myself down but it was virtually impossible.

"Hey May! What you doing down here?" called someone. I spun around on my heel and my hard and angry face softened when I saw Josh's. "Oh, hi Josh. I got lost when I went to the erm, toilet and I found myself here," I giggled.

He laughed and kissed my forehead. "Were you ok though? I was trying to make eye contact with you but you seemed to focused on the boys. Were they doing something funny?" he asked. I stiffened but shook my head and forced a smile," yeah they were doing something... silly."

He rolled his eyes," as per normal. Anyway, I have to go but see you after?" I nodded and pecked him on the lips. "Bye," he  smiled and walked away.

I sighed and walked away. The rant revolving around in my head. Why did Niall do that? And why did I feel so weird?


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