Summer '09

18 year old May Jones was on ordinary girl with loving parents, a brother, a dog and a boyfriend, Niall Horan. When Niall suddenly leaves to the X Factor without telling May, everything spirals out of control. Niall has a new life and so does May but her heart is still broken. Her family are torn apart and she is left alone. 3 years later they cross paths and everything changes again.


18. What's she saying?

Josh's POV

I was pacing the hospital halls anxiously. I didn't understand it at all. May was awake apparently but we weren't allowed in. Did she not want us? I saw Niall and Zayn walk out, telling this they were going to get some fresh air or something but I was more focused on May.

I couldn't help noticing though the way Niall looked so depressed and miserable. Maybe it was the fact that he was in a hospital, I knew he didn't like them but we had been here before and he had never been like this.

John, who I had no clue who he was, was sitting down on one of the chairs. His head was held in his hands and the one or two times he had looked up, I could big, red, puffy eyes.

"Stop pacing mate, you're giving me a headache," grumbled Louis. I resisted the urge to just shout at and just sat down in the nearest seat. I fiddled with my fingers and Niall's distraught face kept on popping up into my head.

Suddenly, the door to May's room opened and out came the nurse. I immediately stood up and walked over to her," are we-" "Yes, you are but she is asleep. I just gave her some medication and it gets patients very drowsy so you have to be quiet," she said.

She had a hand on my chest, making sure that I heard every single word of what she just said. I nodded and she gave me a soft smile," she's going to be fine." I returned a smile back but it was forced and then broke away from her grip and rushed, quietly, into her room.

She was lying motionless on her bed, curled up slightly as if she was in her own bed. Her clothes were laid neatly by the side of the room and I could see her phone clutched in her hand.

I examined her face and bruises. Her bruise had changed colour slightly from purple to greeny/blue but her eye wasn't as swollen. I breathed out silently as the door opened again and Louis, Liam and Harry came in.

"How is she?" asked Liam, walking over to the other side of the bed and looking at her. "She's better. Her eyes is less swollen and stuff," I muttered miserably. Louis and Harry both sent me reassuring smiles and whispered," I hope you get better May."

I sent them grateful smiles back and sat down in the seat next to her, scooting it closer to her bed. I couldn't help noticing that her fists had clenched slightly and her face was becoming tense. She mumbled something which I couldn't understand and the others noticed it to.

"What's she saying?" asked Harry. May mumbled something again but I couldn't hear it. "I... I don't know," I replied.

Niall's POV

"Do you think we should go back?" I asked Zayn who was staring at his box of cigarettes but not actually taking one. "Back where?" he asked. I rolled my eyes," to the hospital Zayn, where else?"

"Oh yeah, um, sorry," he muttered, not taking his eyes off the packet. I sighed deeply," Zayn, staring at the box isn't going to make this any easier. It's just going to make it harder. Give them to me and I will keep them."

"You won't throw them away will you?" he asked, his eyes pleading desperately as the craving for a smoke grew stronger in his eyes. I shook my head," no, I will keep them for when you have a stressful day. Well, apart from this one."

He gulped and nodded, passing them cautiously to me. "Your doing great buddy, just carry on and soon you won't even need them for stress," I reassured him. He nodded, smiling slightly and followed me back inside the building.

We talked quietly but I stopped as I heard something. Zayn carried on walking, still talking and not realising that I had stopped. The noise went again but I couldn't put my finger on it. "Er, Niall. Are you alright?" Zayn asked.

"Did you hear it?" I asked, ignoring his question. "Did I hear what?" asked Zayn, highly confused. The sound came again and it sounded like a shout. "That," I said. "Er-"

"WHAT DID I DO WRONG? I DON'T... I DON'T UNDERSTAND!" someone shouted. I looked at Zayn in panic. I could recognise that voice anywhere. "It's May," I said hoarsely and sprinted down the corridors with Zayn shouting after me.

"WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME? WHAT DID I DO?" May shouted again, creating a sick spiral, twisty-turny thing develop in my stomach. I burst through the door of May's room, seeing Josh and the rest of them just staring at May as she rolled around in her bed.

I pushed Louis out the way and went right up to her bed. Something wasn't right. It wasn't the shouting, it was the meaning behind it. 

She was dreaming. But somehow to me it didn't feel like a dream. "PLEASE JUST TELL ME! I LOVED YOU AND YOU JUST LEFT ME! YOU LEFT ME WITH NOTHING!" May shouted again, shooting right up into a sitting position although her eyes were tight shut.

The door burst open once more revealing a nurse and a panting Zayn. The nurse rushed over to the bed, pushing Josh out the way. She gently pushed May down and whispered soothing words which seemed to relax May.

"Why the hell didn't you do anything?" I whispered angrily at Liam who was in complete shock. He stuttered a few words until I gave up, knowing that I wouldn't get an answer out of him. I turned back to May and saw that she was once again, laying down in her bed, looking beautiful yet harrassed and stressed.

"I thought you loved me," she whispered before everything went silent and a bomb seemed to crash down right in front of me. I knew what this was about. I knew what was happening. It wasn't a dream, it was a flashback of some sort.

And she was talking about me. 


Holy shit, that chapter!!! When I first started writing this chapter, I had no clue what I was going to write and then it just turned into this and I was like, woah :o But was it good????????? I really hope so!!!!

Quick question: have any of you gone to one of the Take Me Home concerts or are going to go??? I went on the 24th of Feb and Oh. My. God. It was freaking amazing!!!! I so desperately want to go back and just meet them and listen to the concert so many times but I won't :'(

Anyways, hope you liked the chappie!!!

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Love you all,

Mina xoxo

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