Summer '09

18 year old May Jones was on ordinary girl with loving parents, a brother, a dog and a boyfriend, Niall Horan. When Niall suddenly leaves to the X Factor without telling May, everything spirals out of control. Niall has a new life and so does May but her heart is still broken. Her family are torn apart and she is left alone. 3 years later they cross paths and everything changes again.


30. Different Emotions

Josh's POV

I watched May walk away and thought curiously. She seemed so upset and confused. Was this because of me? I wouldn't be able to deal with it if it was, I hated hurting girls especially my own girlfriend.

I sighed and shook my head, walking away into the main room. I pushed open the door and was surprised to find Niall, head in his hands and a drained expression.

"Hey Ni--" I was interrupted with my own thoughts, my flashback. My eyes narrowed and I instantly walked out the room. I could sense that Niall was confused and was peering at me from the back but all I could think of is what I had seen.

The boys had just got off the moving platform and were finishing off their song. I hit the drums one last time and breathed out in happiness. There was nothing compared to be up here on the stage, having the time of your life.

My eyes immediately scanned the crowd for May. Even though there were thousands of people here, I wanted to see if I could spot her. I looked at the VIP section where I saw three familiar girls with smiles whipped on their faces.

I grinned as the boys whistled through the first few questions but didn't take my eyes off May. She waved at me and I instantly waved back, making a few people in the front row turn around with confusion.

Suddenly, May's eyes darted away from me and settled on the boys.

"Um, I will sing... I Won't Give Up by Jason Mraz," Niall mumbled into the microphone. I had completely missed the question but I didn't care. I looked back at May but she was still focused on Niall. 

My fists clenched but I shook my head. It was nothing, just nothing. 

Niall started singing and yes, it was truly amazing but the question which was forever rolling around in my mind was: Why was May still focused on him. Why did she look so heartbroken yet so happy? 

Niall turned and looked up at the VIP section, both their eyes were fixed on each other. She looked so distant but almost in a good way. Dani patted her on the shoulder but May didn't respond.

Why wasn't she like this when I was with her? Why wasn't she so in awe when--

She ran, sprinted, raced out of the crowd of people. She vanished and I wanted to run after her but I couldn't. Niall's voice cracked and he finished off the song quickly.

Something was happening. Something had happened between them. Was she cheating on me?

The whole crowd cheered but all I could sense was the anger and fear building up in me. Both completely different emotions but with the same power.

As I thought about it, May had come from the room Niall was in. Something had definitely happened between them, whether it was before the concert, during the concert or just after that song. She was lying to me when we had just made the promise.

She wasn't keeping her promise to me which I was keeping to her. I felt so betrayed and hurt but I still didn't know what was going on.

"You ok Josh?" asked someone, pulling me out of my deep thoughts. "Oh, um, yeah," I muttered. Liam raised his eyebrow at me," you look worried. You didn't answer me because you were in such deep thought, you look almost... angry."

I shook my head," it's nothing. He sighed and patted my back," well we are going on in a minute so you better get back on stage. By the way, you were rocking it." I smiled at that, Liam knew how to cheer me up a lot.

"Thanks mate," I said and walked away. 

Niall's POV

As soon as Josh walked out the room, I felt like punching something but I knew I couldn't. Josh could sense something was going on. I could sense something going on. I had heard Josh and May talk outside.

I only thanked her mentally for not telling him that I had done something. Josh was extremely strong and when it came to girls, expecially his girlfriend, he wouldn't take it lightly.

I didn't know what to do though. That moment with May had been something extraordinary. There seemed to be no one else in that arena, as cliche as that sounds but it did even though it was quite hard to get rid of 10 000 screaming fans.

I didn't really know how to describe it. It almost felt as if I was somehow winning her back, just with that song but when she came in and shouted at me, all hope was gone. Those words dug into me more than she would have realised and to make it worse, I had her necklace in the pocket of my jeans.

I don't know why I kept it, I just did and I couldn't help it. I needed it because it was the only bit of May that I really had left.

And at that moment, it seemed like the only bit of May I would ever get.


Kinda a filler chapter although you know what Josh is thinking and that he knows that Niall and May have something. Dramatic parts are coming up sooon...... So get excited!!! =D

Who is excited about the 1D Stadium Tour next year?? My friends and I are going to try and get tickets because we know some people so hopefullllllly, we will get some!! 

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