Still The One

"That was six months ago Carter," he said.
"I don't care Zayn! A lot has happened in six months. You broke my heart and I built a wall around it again. I thought you loved me. I thought we had something special, but I guess I was wrong, huh?"


8. Chapter 8

Carter's P.O.V

Today I'm going out with Blake. No one is home to watch Sophia. I have 30 minutes until I leave. Zayn is supposed to watch her, but her left to go out with Perrie. I've called him like ten times already. As I was calling him again he walked through the door. 

"Finally, you knew I was leaving at seven, so you come 30 minutes before I leave?"

"Sorry, I was busy." he said.

"What were you too busy fucking Perrie? Is that why you're later?" I yelled.

"No, actally I was visiting my grandmas grave because it's the anniversary of her death today." he said and now I felt really bad for yelling at him. 

"Zayn... I'm really sorry. I didn't know." I said feeling bad. 

"Whatever," he said coldly. 

"Zayn.. I'm serious I'm sorry."

"Just drop it Carter, he said. 

"So, I said I'm sorry and now you're going to be mad at me? I didn't know." I yelled. 

"Well now you know how it feels!" he yelled back.

"Yeah, I do." I said walking into another room


"We need to stop fighting Zayn. We need to stop for Sophia. I know things between us aren't good, but we have to be civil. I know that I told you I love you, and I know you don't love me anymore..." I said quietly.

"Carter... stop saying I don't love you. I'm so fucking in love with you it hurts." He said coming closer to me.

"Then why did you say you didn't love me the other day? Why did you go to Perrie when I wanted you to choose me, but you chose her. I love you too, I really do, but you keep doing and choosing the wrong things Zayn!" I said

"I don't know why I said I didn't love you the other day, becasue I do, and when I heard you on the phone with Blake yesterday and I was furious. I couldn't stand to see you with another guy. Carter I need you please...

" I know Zayn I need you too and I was trying to make you jealous with Blake. I know that's a horrible thing to do, but..." he cut me off.

"I knew it! I knew you were trying to make me jealous!"

"How did you know that?" 

"Well Carter I know you're not the type of girl to tell someone you love them and then go out with some else the next day!" he said

"Yeah," I said blushing. Zayn came closer to me and put his hand under my chin and pushed my head up.

"Don't look down when you blush. You're cute when you do that." he said. I blushed even more. He moved his head closer to mine and his lips blushed mine. I could feel his breath on my lips. I did the last thing I thought I would do for a while. I kissed him on the lips. He kissed me back and this time I didn't care if anyone caught us. I didn't care about anything, but us. He pulled away.

"Why'd you stop," I asked him

"Well, I have to breath sometime." He said. I started blushing. I turned to looked at the time and I had five minutes before I had to leave. All of a sudden Zayn started kissing down my neck. I was trying to hold the moan back, but it came out. I felt him smirk on my neck. He trailed his lips all over my neck.

"Zaaaayn," I moaned. "I have to go. I have five minutes until I have to meet Blake." I said

"We can do it in five minutes." he said cheekily.

"Zayn I'm serious." I said

"So am I." He said and I slapped his arm. "Oww, why did you slap me?"

"Oh you big baby! Stop being dirty. I'm not doing anything with you until you break up with Perrie. I don't want her to go through what I went through with you." I said. He just looked at me. I looked at him confused "If you can't break up with her then I get it... I guess we were never meant to be huh?" I said then walked out the door. Sometimes I wonder how things would be if I never had Sophia and if I never met Zayn. I wonder what would have happened if I never feel in love with Zayn. One minute he wants to be with me and the next he doesn't. He confuses me!

 Zayn's P.O.V

I shouldn't have just stared at her. I should have told her I would break up with Perrie. I'm so stupid I lost her again! Why do I keep pushing her away?

Tonight I'm taking care of Sophia. After Carter gets back I'm going to go talk to Perrie and break with her. I'm going to tell Carter I want to be with her because I really do. She's the love of my life, but I letting her slip through my fingers slowly and I have to stop that!


Sorry it's short let me know what you think! :D

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